99% [COMPLETED]

Part 2 - My 99%

Tee's PoV

"i want you to be the first to know about this .. i dont want you to know from everyone else.."

i cant sleep well lately ..

i couldn't breathe like i slowly loosing the air around me ..

i woke up in the middle of the night because of p'Tae's words that night .. i walked and stood by the window as my mind wandering somewhere , thinking of one particular person

i grabbed my phone as i opened instagram and scrolling the old account of SBFIVE , one thing that i avoided this pasts years .. i still saw the last photo of us was one when we held the farewell concert for fans , i couldnt help but tears kept on rolling from my eyes , as well as my smile

thinking back how happy i was that time .. not that i'm not happy with every success that i got now , i'm happy and i'm proud of it

but it just .. different

when you do something together with the person you love , being almost 24/7 together , you can take care of him , stare at him , annoy him .. even if it was tiring work , but i'm that happy

and i used to think that our time is forever , but actually it was sooner that we have thought ..

i wiped my eyes as i kept on scrolling the photos , then i clicked the tagged photos

i smiled .. it's been 2 years since we disbanded, but our fans still active and keep updating regularly and tagged us , even though they just uploaded the old videos of us , or the cut of our funny clip moment , or edited fanmade videos but i couldnr stop watching at it ..

even their caption was touching , as they explained how much they missed us as the whole group .. i couldnt blame them , even me .. until now , still missing us .. the old us

i randomly clicked on "TaeTee" fan account , up until today i really couldnt believe that me and p'Tae have such a quite big fanbase , i mean for our 2moons the series , we didnt have much screen time there , we didnt have much opportunity to starring in a series together as main role

i was drowning in the sea of memories and felt like i was pulled back to the past when i look at the picture that our fans taken years ago , p'Tae's brithday , my birthday , TaeTee fanmeet , our mini concert , even just a random video fans that fans captured for us

did i really smile that wide back then ?

*RING RING*
*RING RING*

it's Copter , and i picked it up

"yes ??"

"still awake ?" Cop asked

i hummed "kinda , why ?"

"drink ? "

"hmm .. okay .. see you in a bit " i ended the call and went to the bathroom , washing my face a little bit so i didnt look that dead

i headed to the outdoor pool at our apartment, of course it was empty this kinda hour , who wanted to go swimming at 2AM ?

i saw Copter already sat at the bench with drinks , he waved his hands at me

"so .. what is it ?" i sat beside him as i drank the beer

"nothing , just tired , this and that , but cant sleep .. " Copter replied

"if you cant sleep you should call your girlfriend , not me , idiot.." i rolled my eyes

Copter only hummed "it's just .. what i did lately was just work .. i dont have any time to talk to friend , you know what i mean ? like real friend , not just colleagues .."