I am turning thirteen

Bad thoughts

My friends are happy that they are all teenagers , but me I am still happy the way I am come to think of it I will be turning to a teenager soon *screams* I don't want to become one I don't know how,and all the stress,not being your mummy's pet anymore,doing jobs,no double allowance why does it have to be me 

And I am always thinking all night about what does girls girls said to me that i am still a child 🧒I can't sit with them or even go out with them cause i am just 12 even though I want to step up to my game I can't just be 13 right now,I still love my life and now I think my friends are even going to ditch me for those girls I am the only twelve yr old in my school why maybe I should just make up my mind a start a new life