Party On For You

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Ariana Dior
New York,New York
1 month later...

Today was the day I hated the most today is the day my brother and grandmother passed away I just wanted to be by myself and let the day pass by

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Today was the day I hated the most today is the day my brother and grandmother passed away I just wanted to be by myself and let the day pass by

I connected my phone to my speaker playing party on for me while I rolled my blunt

"Blue cups only color for the homies
you could come too even if you didn't know me it's a celebration you finally made it"I sang along changing some of the lyrics

I lit the blunt and inhaled it

"Yeah party hard party hard party hard for you when I'm gone party for you"I sang blowing out smoke

I heard a knock on the door and ignored it as I kept vibing along to jhene

"I know you in there"I heard Dave say

Me and Dave anit really talked since his birthday he went back to the quiet Dave he was when I met him

"What do you want"I asked opening the door

"To come in"He said making his way in

I rolled my eyes going back to my chair

"Why you in here by yo self"He asked

"I just wanna be alone and let the day pass"I said putting the blunt out

"Why be by yourself when there people out there that got unconditional love for you"He asked looking at me

I didn't answer I just sat there playing with my nails

Today wasn't the day i cared for anyone or anything i just wanna escape and wait till today over

"Ariana come on"He said with his hand out

"Where we going"I asked grabbing his hand

"Stop asking questions"He said as we walked down the stairs

"We gone be back"He said to the group
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"This where I come to get a piece of mind when I feel like everything falling apart"Dave said as we pulled up to a abandoned house

"What happened here"I asked as we walked up on the porch

"This where i got shot for the first time"He said

I know he didn't just say the first time

"Why you like coming here"I asked

"Because it makes me think of how lucky I am it makes me think about how my life could've been taken away but it wasn't because God leaving me here for a bigger purpose I've been shot 6 times the first time was the worst"He said

"The reason I brought you here is because even though something tragic happened here it makes me happy because I know my father was watching over me and protecting me"He added

I didn't say nothing I just sat there looking at the house noticing dried up blood on the floor

"Has this always been here or its new"I asked

"That was from 2 weeks ago they shot at lil Trey"He said making me shake my head

"Did he die"I asked

"Nahh he aight"He said lighting a blunt

"You know this use to be my favorite day I know it may sound weird but it made me happy because I knew i had a protectors now I just wish I could disappear each time this day comes around"I said looking at his face on my arm

"You forced yourself to be okay you didn't allow yourself to grieve naturally"he said passing me the blunt

Is it honestly a natural way to grieve
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"Finallyyy we missed you"Jayda said hugging me

"I wasn't even gone that long"I said laughing lightly hugging her back

"First of all 6 hours is long and second of all where did yall go"Nicki asked

"Whatever and he showed me his happy place I guess if that's what you wanna call it"I said

"He showed you where he got shot he gone marry you one day his baby momma anit never been there"Splash said

I looked at him and bit my lip

"Nigga shut up we not even together and why are you always here"I asked watching him open my chips

"The way he had you screaming on his birthday says otherwise"He said making the girls laugh

"You too messy to be a man"I said flipping him off

"Man I'm not even that messy"Tae said making Aaliyah scream

"Black people can never just laugh always gotta be extra"I said making her mug me

"Nicki did you cook I'm hungry"I  asked

"David anit feed you"She asked

"He did I'm hungry again"I said taking my slippers off

"Its in the microwave"She said

I happily made my way to the kitchen and warmed my food up then made my way upstairs to my room

I grabbed my remote and turned on American Son and ate my food
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"You straight"Dave asked while we facetime

"Yes I'm watching Martin"I said flipping the camera and showing him

"Aww shit set me up this my shit"He said making me laugh

"Anit you suppose to be in the studio"I asked

"It anit going nowhere now set me up somewhere"He said

I set the phone up on a phone next to me and ate my skittles while we watched Martin

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