(English ver) I'm (Not) Allow to Love You // 널 사랑할 수 없(있)어

I'm (Not) Allow to Love You Part 20

I gave him two thumbs up while chewing.

"Miss, you look so funny."

"Why?"

Donghyun extended his hand and with his thumb he rubbed the corner of my lips. Once again he made my heart beat fast. And my favorite smile broke on his lips again.

언제였던건지 기억나지 않아

Since when has it been? I can't remember

자꾸 내 머리가 너로 어지럽던 시작

When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you

한 두번씩 떠오르던 생각

Once or twice, these thoughts would pop up in my mind

자꾸 늘어가서조금 당황스러운 이 마음

I feel anxious as my heart opens more towards you

별일이 아닐 수 있다고사소한 마음이라고

"It's nothing", "My heart is insignificant"

내가 내게 자꾸 말을 하는게 어색한걸

If I keep telling you, it would be - kind of awkward

사랑인가요? 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it the beginning?

맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑한대요

My heart keeps saying it loves you

온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요

It yells until the whole world can hear

왜 이제야 들리죠 우

Why has it taken so long for me to hear it?

서로를 만나기 위해 이제야 사랑 찾았다고

We've finally met, Love has found us right now

생각해보면

If I try thinking about it

많은 순간 속에

At many moments

얼마나 많은 설렘 있었는지

How often did my heart flutter?

조금 늦은 그만큼 난 더 잘해 줄게요

It might be a little late but I'll surely make it better

(Eric Nam & CHEEZE – Perhaps Love사랑인가요)

"I am home."

Donghyun and I just finished tidying the table when Dongsun returned. He looks tired.

"Oh Dongsun, have you eaten? We just finished, "I explained," I can cook if you're hungry. "

"Alright miss, may I also have bibimbap? I can smell it, "laughed Dongsun.

"Good. Will be ready when you finish bathing. "

"Thank you, miss."

I served bibimbap at the dining table and Dongsun sat down after that. Donghyun muttered about homework and he entered his room while grumbling a little.

"Miss Baek."

"Yes, what's wrong Dongsun? Is there something missing? "

"No, it's really good," said Dongsun, "are you busy? Can we talk for a minute? "

I pulled a chair to sit opposite him.

"Miss, before that, I'm sorry that my words might sound rude."

"Yes, it is ok. Just continue."

"Miss, I know you are so close with my brother. But can I ask you to not give him the attention that he wants? "

I paused and looked at his serious face.

"You know, two of you aren't meant to be. It's just doesn't make sense. "

I let out a long sigh.

"Someone told me that it was never wrong to fall in love."

Dongsun ate slowly and I knew what he meant was correct. But what must I do to control my heart? He didn't know how difficult that was.

"Do you love Donghyun, miss? Or is it only because you're running away from Chungdae? "

I widened my eyes. Dongsun is right. Do I just make Donghyun my escape?

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