(English ver) I'm (Not) Allow to Love You // 널 사랑할 수 없(있)어

I'm (Not) Allow to Love You Part 17

Set up your music player, find the song and listen while you read the part of the story of this novel.

Song list:

1. NCT DREAM – Candle Light

2. IOI – Downpour 소나기

3. WANNA ONE – Home 집

4. WANNA ONE – I.P.U Confession Version

5. Henry – It's You

6. NU'EST – Love Without Love 사랑 없는 사랑

7. YookSungjae – Loving You Again또 사랑하고 만다

8. DGNA – Lucky Man 행운안

9. Yoo Seonho – Maybe Spring봄이 오면

10. STRAY KIDS – Neverending Story끝나지 않을 이야기

I haven't been feeling well lately. Just after my teaching hour ended, my head was so dizzy that I rested at School Infirmary. This could be because I have trouble sleeping and always wake up early. I always sleep less than 6 hours. And the shadow of Chungdae continues to be in my mind.

"Baek Choeun!"

Eunul eonni had just entered the room and her face looked worried when she sat next to me.

"Are you sick?"

"Just a little dizzy, eonni."

She stared into my eyes sharply.

"What happened to you and Chungdae?"

I gasped, "Eonni, how do you know ..."

"I haven't seen you two together lately. Tell me."

And as if the dam I made broke, I told her everything that had happened since Chungdae was avoiding me and I had just opened my wound that had not fully healed when I told her what had happened at the gym. I cried while telling stories and Eunyul eonni patted my shoulder softly.

"It's okay ... it's fine. Take it all out. "

"I ... I'm really tired," I sobbed.

"But don't you feel strange?"

"Strange?" I asked, taking a tissue to wipe my face, "what's so strange?"

"There are really only 2 possibilities. One, he was only joking with you, and if that was the reason, he was a total jerk and I never expected him to be. Or two, something happened that made him willingly or not, stay away from you. "

I thought hard. But I think the first choice made more sense.

"Ah well, that's just my prediction. You have to go home now and get enough rest. "

"Yes, I think I need to sleep," I said quietly, "thank you eonni, you always listen to me."

"That's no problem. It's a shame I can't accompany you home, I'm teaching the club today. "

"It's okay, I can go home by myself."

Then I heard the door open and a moment later I could see Donghyun walking slowly towards us.

"Annyeonghaseyo miss Hwan, miss Baek," he said with a smile.

"Oh annyeonghaseyo Donghyun!" replied Eunyul eonni while waving her hand.

"What's wrong, Donghyun?"

"I heard miss was sick. Is miss getting better? "

"Oh that, I feel better."