best interest.

rakim.

"ayyee, i like this ty. got the baby carti voice in the background."

"yeah, you know that's that nigga wave," tyler said laughing.

"hold up rocky, let me tell the engineer he can go. i know how to work everything in this studio so we can listen to the rest without him."

"mmm want me all to yourself?"

"duh niggggaaaa!"

while tyler walked over to the engineer to tell him he can leave i got up from the couch to grab a glass of scotch and coke.

"come here baby..."

tyler grabs me, pulling me into him and gives me a long hug.

"i missed you baby."

"ty i just seen you yesterday, stop capping," i said as i grabbed his face and pecked his lips a few times causing him to smile when i let go.

"nigga barely. you know i be in LA yet you be out and about when i come here. you know i only really come to see you rocky."

"daddy ty you seeing me now." i said smirking at him.

tyler slaps me in the back of the head, "shut up nigga! go sit on the couch so we can listen to the rest of the album."

"owwwww daddy!"

rocky is laid up in tyler's arms and best interest starts playing.

"i'll keep it in your best interest? ty what the fuck is this?"

i look up at tyler and see him roll his eyes at me.

it's just a song. relax."

"i feel like it's about me. you know my situation."

i started to unravel myself from his arms. he knows im seeing rih. he knows this shit.

"rocky it's not even about you. let's just move on from this. come back over here. you know we don't get a lot of alone time."

"niggas are already questioning my sexuality and you make this. please don't put it on the album."

"so what? according to you, you ain't gay and don't like dick right? just been secretly experimenting with me for the last year and a half."

"tyler you know how i feel about you, im just not ready for people to know about us. i have an image. i can't come out as bisexual. not right now. mind you once i say that im bisexual niggas automatically think fully gay. it's not only about me it's about the mob too. i have to think about all of us."

"why you let go of me?"

"omg tyler......come here."

"no! im going back to the room. and don't even think about sleeping with me tonight because it's not happening!"

ugh he's so temperamental.

tyler ended up leaving the studio. im not sure if he went back to the hotel or not but if he doesn't want to spend time with me tonight then i'll see rih instead.

text message
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rocky:
babyyyyyy i got a few hours im in LES. i know ur around so come link me.

rih. 🥀:
rocky 🙃

rocky:
what lol? what did i do?

rih. 🥀:
find some more time for me nigga. keep hitting me up at weird times of the night. you lucky i want dick. 

rih. 🥀:
im at my apartment in midtown. try to get here in the next 30 minutes please. i do miss you a little 😩

rocky:
okay baby im on my way now and i will i promise. ive just been busy helping tyler out with his album but i will find more time 💜.

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fuck it's almost 6 am. i wasn't expecting to be with her for that long since im staying with tyler tonight.

he didn't call though so maybe he's sleeping or something. hopefully he's not still mad.

i got to the mercer hotel around 6:30am and rode the elevator up to suite but when i put my key card into the door to unlock it the door wouldn't open.

why won't this door open? my key card works but the door won't open.

oh he being petty. this motherfucker done blocked the door. that's cool ima just go back to rih's then.

my friend and i were listening to music and this popped up. i live under a rock so i actually never heard the song up until yesterday. i did listen to igor in its entirety though lol so don't come for me. but anyways while we were watching this he suggested that this was about asap. while i don't agree that that is the case, i thought it was an interesting take. and yeah that's what inspired this story.