I'm broken come fix me(a jori stori)

Tori Part 1

I've never really been ok. Not truly. I can't remember the last time I was.Under this facade I'm broken and no one knows- they don't need to.I seem bubbly all the time but no one knows what really goes on behind the curtains , Trina is always busy,my mum is always distant until the alcohol sets in -she tries to be closer to me
- and my dad.... well he's never been here for me physically or emotionally.

"Hey Tori!!!!!" Cat squeals . I've never understood that girl but nonetheless I wave back.

That small action sending a shiver up my spine as I feel the sleeve roll back. The raven haired girl who's made it her mission to torment me walks down the corridor with a black coffee no sugar no milk.And I hate that I know her so well. I hate that she has some kind of hold over me.

And I hate that stupid flicker of care across her face. I hate how my heart beats around her.

She shoves the coffee in my face and I can't help but be intrigued .Is this actually a kind action from Jade Elizabeth West?
Tell me what this coffee tastes like."she demands . It stinks and tastes like black coffee but I don't know what drives me to say but me"hazel nut why ?" ."I don't know I found it the dumpster," she states.

I automatically spit it out. I suddenly jerk my arm sending another electrifying shock of pain up my arm . She raises one perfectly shaped eyebrow(sending me into panic)before stalking off.And my heart slows.

I don't know what these feelings are but I haven't felt them before.
TRIGGER WARNING

Crimson pain runs down my once unmarked skin.Lights swim behind my eyes. I have to get home. Fuck sikowitzs class.I can't drive no matter how many times I'm told to get a drivers license like a normal teenage girl. At least the fresh air lets me think.

I'm already having a terrible day it can't hurt to do it one more time right?