Broken Strings

Still the Best Part of Me

" Give me a little more time Forth please,  it won't be long I promise.  But Will we be okay if we do that? Jaturapoom, I have Fah! My Mom? If the media feast on that, their gonna put a stall on the people that I love." Beam cries and slightly panicking.

" Hey... your people is my people too Beam. I love everyone that you love too. And I am gonna make sure, they won't be harass like the way they have been before. I won't be kind to anyone who will try to harm them and especially you.
It will surely be noisy at some point, but people will eventually get used to the idea of it. Let me handle  the security issues, it might be a bother at a point but I promised you, no one will be bullied and hurt Bee. Believe me please...the remaining trust left of me.. give it to me please. I know I failed you before but  just this one last  time please. Well get through this I promise. As long as we won't keep anything from each other and keep holding on to each other. I am so waiting for the day that the  public will see how we compliment and complete each other.  I will make them cringe in envy for having a Beam Baramae in my life."  Forth who lovingly cries too with Beam. Comforting his Baby for having those fears in his eyes.

" I love you Beam... I' ll say it enough to remind you everytime you face the difficulties in being with me. It may not be enough comfort, but it's my way of saying a promise that next day will better. " Forth who is back again in peppering kisses to the face he most love on this world.

" You won't regret being with me? Are you okay with just me?  I clearly told your father the last time he visits me in the hospital that I will leave you alone. That I would have nothing to do with you anymore. He might actually be more furious at me now for coming back. You can't change the fact that he is your family Forth." Beam who finally let out of his biggest worry.

" Shit! Thanks God  I was still able to make you change your mind. I am glad you still find me attractive somehow?  maybe?" Forth smirks trying to lighten up the mood  between them.

" Forth!!!! Stop taking this lightly! " Beam whines.

"Stop whining, you look cute in my eyes. It's our first date remember?" Forth with his meaningful smiles.

" Besides how many times did I already told you I am not taking our issues  lightly." Forth

"What kind of first date is this? We are talking like an old couple already, as if we didn't broke up! ahhhhj!!! I think I am losing my sanity Forth!

"Calm down Baby, there is nothing wrong with whatever you're assuming. I don't even need a label just to tell anyone that you are my world Baby. My love for you has never changes Beamie and I will try to erase those 3 years of being apart in my memories, you were never my past Love. The thought of you never leaves my mind Love, never!" Forth

"Fine! Sorry. Now tell me your plans about it?" Beam is still anxious but Forth's words is like his calmative.

" Don't worry about it for now okay.  Of course I cannot change the fact that they are my family and I will continue to love them Bee. It's just this time, I don't care even if we won't get their permission and blessing. I am more than happy with the fact that your only a hug away from me Bee. This itself felt like a miracle to me. Me and you..with Fah, your crazy doc gang, my gang and your mother is more than enough for me. And so let's face them if we need to and not really seek for them.  I won't let them hurt you Bee... I still clearly remember the sins I have to atoned with you regarding it. Sorry baby." Forth who is now again hugging Beam.

Beam laughs.  Just reminded of something.

" Speaking of it . I think my Mom would really really love to see you."   Beam with his meaningful  stare.

" Shit! He won't burry me Six feet under right?  Will he call for thugs?  I can take a few broken bones as long as I am not totally broken." Forth jokes, but he knows he really will be in trouble with Beam's mother. Worst than the time he told her that he is Beam's boyfriend.

At least  he is happy to see Beam smile at his own expense.

"  Shit! Too much for a first date, isn't it? We are even still at the ' testing stage'. Do I look easy to you Jaturapoom?  My Friends even remind me to make it hard for you first!   " Beam asked Forth after all the talks they did.

" Nope I definitely know that I cannot mess this last chance I have with you Bee!  It's just I always keep faith that you felt what I felt too these years.  I love you and you love me, regardless of how arrogant I may sound. I always knew it Beam without doubt that you are the only one for me, whether you stay with me or not . And I guess three years are long enough for being broken, well at least for me. So nope, we are fine the way we are at the moment." Forth assures Beam.

Beam felt like blushing profusely.
Honestly he Still find it too sudden. Just a few days ago, he has told Forth, that he is just his past and yet here they are saying I love you on their first date.

Even if Beam can't really say  those words  directly now to Forth, he knows Forth understands. And he knows that Forth knows that he indeed still love him too. So really he has no comeback to Forth's declaration.  He felt funny that he is acting like a blushing virgin at this
moment.

" Owss...getting shy now on me baby?  I am right isn't it Bee? "  Forth on his teasing mood after seeing Beam blushing like the first time he accepted him to be his boyfriend.

" Shut Up Jaturapoom!"  Beam still  feeling shy with Forth's  words.

" Nah, just accept it Bee." Forth

Forth who seems to read on Beam's demeanor has the guts to tease Beam more.

Forth feels like being liberated. Beam not butting In is a confirmation itself, that Beam is still... his Beam...still the only human who can make him him fall this deep...his kryptonite...his strength... the best gift given to him...And still the Best Part  of Him.

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Forgive the grammar and typos, sometimes I am just too lazy to check.🐷

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