Hey Guys...
Sooo...
The Past 2 Months... I haven't been eating... I'm always tired... I've started passing out... I just don't feel the same... I'm always in trouble... I've tried Suicide a few times... I-... I began cutting again... If you hate me... I understand... People call me an "Attention Seeker, B*tch, whore, etc..."
It really hurts me... But I just put on a fake smile... And act like it Never happened... I've been having the same nightmare everynight... Me dying over and over again in different ways... I don't know what to do anymore... I'm sorry... For being suicidal... I just wanted to get this off my chest...Have a nice day/night...
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