I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I've fucked up everyone's lives. I'm sorry that I can't be good enough. I'm sorry I'm not there for you guys
For my partners: I'm sorry I can't give you the love that you deserve. I'm sorry I can't make you as happy as you deserve to be. I'm sorry I'm never here when you need me. I'm no help at all.
For my family: I'm sorry I can't be good enough for you. I'm sorry that me cutting makes me a disappointment . I'm sorry im not the girl you were "blessed" with at my birth. I'm sorry I'm so stupid.
For my online parents gorecult- and YouFailure : I'm sorry I fucked up your lives. I know i make you guys angry. I know I bother you too much. I know you two would be happier without me in the picture. I know you two hate me. I'm sorry.
To myself: I deserve all the pain I receive. I deserve all the suffering. I don't deserve any of the people in my life. I know i deserve to be alone. I know I deserve to be dead.
I wanna die but I'm too much of a pussy to do so.
No one's gonna actually read this but I don't care. I had to get it out...
Bye~
