Why does love hurt?

Chapter 1

JOHN POV
John Muscovich woke up with a huge smile on his face and a tent in his pajamas. What a dream! He was in a field next to a huge lake. He was admiring the water when their was a splash and Kurt Stone hit the surface of the water. He started walking for the shore and he was naked. My god was he beautiful. Short blond hair, the deepest blue eyes that looked into your soul and a body that would make a Greek God blush with envy. He stood on the beach and looked at John water running from his body and hair. The sun was just over his shoulder and it looked like a thousand crystals cascading off his body. John was transfixed on the sight. Kurt started walking towards him and he knew he said something but couldn't make it out. His voice was silent. Until he bent down and was leaning in.  Then John woke up.

Damn dream and I was so close to getting my answer. "John time to get up and get ready for your first day at school." His mother yelled from downstairs.
"Alright mom I'm up." Jeez that woman could wake up a city block with that voice. It sounded like a cement mixer going through a porcelain shop at full speed.
John got up and looked down. "You had better get down big guy or we are both going to have to explain why your so excited this morning." John grabbed some clothes from his closet. Let's see nice shirt, black jeans, socks, boxers and deodorant were taken with him. He crossed the hallway into the bathroom. Starting the shower he threw his cloths off to the side. He undressed quickly and stepped into the shower. He let the water flow over him waking him. What a dream? Why was I so hot for this guy he was so untouchable. He had popular friends, was a high profile athlete in the school (even as a freshman he was like the most wanted), he had a smile that could knock you over and suck the air out of your lungs and he was intelligent, smart and was unapproachable.
As the thought came through his mind John lathered up and was getting excited. He started scrubbing his most private instrument and feeling the waves of please wash over him and he recalled his dream. He was getting close to the end when a voice went off outside the bathroom door. "John get your butt down to the table for breakfast your going to be late." The shock of his mother killed his need in a heartbeat. Damn all he needed was 5 minutes more. "Yeah I'll be down in a second." He shut off the water, grabbed a towel from the cabinet next to the tub and stepped out. He dried of quickly and got dressed. He brushed his teeth and looked at himself in the mirror. "Why can't I just tell him how I feel." John thought I feel like an idiot. I know why I couldn't he's mister popular, the most popular friends, school athletics and totally not interested in me. I'm a geek, a loner an outcast to everyone. John stood 5'9" , with brown hair and brown eyes, and was slightly on the chubby side. He tried to loose weight but it had something to do with the genes in his family coming from farm folk. He was stocky but he definitely had muscles just not in the places where people liked them to show the most. Where Kurt was at 6'. Made of pure muscle and as handsome as anyone could get. Yep he was hopeless. No a chance in hell to even get close to this guy. John get your ass down here now." "I'm on my way mom don't get your panties in a twist jeez."

John left the bathroom and ran down the stairs. He was surprised to see such a big breakfast. Eggs, ham, sausage, toast and cheesy hashbrowns. "Wow mom you out did your self." He said as he sat at the table and inhaled the food around him. The chime on the grandfather clock chimed that it was 7am. "Shit I'm going to miss the bus." He got up grabbed a piece of toast, kissed his mom on the cheek and rushed outside. The bus was just getting to the corner. John ran to the bus just before the doors closed. He sat in an empty seat in the middle. He pulled out his glasses from the bag and sat as the bus headed out down the road.