She hates her life from time to time, she can't find the good part in her, she only liked it when she felt good and that's mostly when she consumes a substances that kills her more and more everyday. Him on the other hand he didn't hate the way he l...
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Millie's POV I went on as if Each boring day went past like nothing but honestly I missed him. Waking up to his angry face that held the most beautiful secrets, I wonder about him all day, what he was doing, thinking, eating. I just wanted to know but I can only wonder now cause that's what's best for everyone. Now that I'm home in the quietness off my own mind in the little square room that I didn't want to be bothered in. I was head turned by the light tapping on the shoulder from my dad who had a stressed look, I rolled over and sat up "Hey kiddo, missed you" I rubbed my eyes tossing the covers off my legs being greeted by the cold air "Was just tired" I said he softly chuckled scuffling up my hair "Come, let's eat dinner" I nodded fixing the large sweater on me following my dad to the living room but as we get towards the living room I hear the talking of a woman. A woman that I knew to well, a woman I didn't wanna see, I walked in the living room to see my mother sitting in the chair smiling and laughing with Darce, his eyes flicker to me the she looked at me and stood up to hug me, I slightly froze when as I feel her arms wrap around me, I could smell her perfume that smelled like the fresh flowers, I closed my eyes and gently relaxed myself, I feel a gently kiss on my cheek when she lets go, I look at the Beautiful face watching her smile brightly hoping she would stay at lest for dinner "I just wanted to stop by and tell you guys something" I still stood up as she kept a proud face with red cheeks "I wanna know what you guys think" I sat dow in the chair across from Darce as my mom looked at us with excited eyes collapsing her hands together "I'm moving back to London" she gives a small smile as I snarled at her as if she forgot she has kids, she gone again and to leave me "You no good dirty cunt, your leaving again, what about us. Do we not existed to you anymore" for the second time in life the earth went silent like there were no more voice left but I could careless only cause it was my turn to talk "You wanna know what I think MUM, I think that you like killing me, I think that you like us not being in your life. You want to know what I have doing. I have been doing drugs cause I can't handle this shit. Everyone has to go but where? WHAT PLACE IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN US. Your kids" I pointed at her picking her chest as tears blurred her face, her deep cold eyes just flickered at me, she was about to say something, anything to calming but she knew, she knew nothing she could say would make it better. "I Hope you enjoy London" I could feel my heart thumping in my ears, I was breathing so heavily that I lost my train of thought focusing on my loud breathing. She stood there as if I just slapped her, dumbfounded, I didn't have any power at this point cause nothing I say or do is going to change her mind so I walked out looking for the one person who could fix this. "CALBE!" Banged on his door Repeatedly eagerly waiting to her the chain to come undone "Chosen" I called final hearing the chain bounce off the door "Hey I need a fix or something" I stood there feeling like a crack addicted feeling my nerves bouncing like kangaroo, he opens the door and I go straight through the living room "Hey I really need a fixing up, I had a really fucked up week ya know so I need something" I grow angrier as I look in clustered areas to get nothing "Shit. Do you not have molly or Barbiturates or whatever" I looked in the kitchen on the counters, jars, containers, cabinets, the pantry. Everywhere I knew I could find something but still nothing "CALBE, CHOSEN! I need a fucking fix" so I go into the living room to see Caleb and a tall pale boy who made me stop in my tracks. How did I not see him "Millie" he whispered my name like he does sometimes with the same breathy down to earth tone, the tall slender man kept his eyes on me, watching me come closer. I thought about him most days when alone especially when I missed him most, I recalled the sinning time we spent together sharing our deepest moments with each other, seeing us at our most bittersweet areas "I need drugs" is what I whisper not hi nor a wave, just a stare and drugs "Well hey to you too haven't seen my girl" Caleb walked over and pull me in for a simple hug, I eventually ripping my eye contact from to look at the beautiful man and smiled "I missed you too chocolate daddy. Can you hook me up I need a lil something" I smirk as he raised his eye brows then slightly giving me a up and down look "Let me take care of rich boy then I got you and Don't say that" I felt a rush of relief over my body when he said that, we walks back over too Finn for Caleb's pay, I slightly shuffled making the smallest noise causing him to flash his eyes at me "Here.......150" I could feel his eyes burning me deeply causing damage to a soul that was broken but he slightly fixed "Thanks bro" while looking down I he left with swift movement, I thought about the things he'd do if we were alone again. If he'd tell how's he's been, hug me, make a drink, listen to me talk. I now started to wonder why he didn't stop me, stop me from doing what brought us together in first place, why didn't he take me with him? "Millie get ya ass over here" Chosen called me over, walking over to the two couches Caleb sat on the far end of the front couch while Chosen sat on the same couch in the middle putting together a blunt, before sitting down I took off me shoes "I know that face. What happened?" I plotted down in the middle of them being filled by both of their cheap body spray, I decided to sit on Caleb's lap and straight out my legs to put my feet on Chosen's legs which he slapped my leg really hard "I left for a few weeks with "rich boy" I didn't even look at them. I couldn't. But from the corner of my eyes I see them look at each other but then my phone vibrates Finn Meet my by the park when your done Me Ok Finn See u soon
