FATED

I hope you like the story it is still unfinished and I will upload weekly,on a sunday night england time I have been writing it for nearly 3 years but still unfinished so I am hoping to finish it now!

My grammar is not good so apologies - feedback please. :)

Chapter 1 is short, but as they go on they get longer. :)

 

                                                              PROLOGUE

  fate  is an event or a course of events that will inevitibly happen in the future or the supposed force or power that predetermines events.

   

Vampire i loved the word, I always have for as long  as i could remember the way the word rolled over my tongue, it used to bring back distant memories, memories i could no longer understand were they real or where they all a figment of my imagination.?

 

 

                                                            Chapter One - Lucy (Lucia)

 

My 30th Birthday, How depressing, nothing much to show for my life apart from a list of failed relationships,  i guess its my fault never able to trust or let myself love.

You see I was brought up in foster care, both my parents died when i was about 4 months old, I have no siblings or aunts or uncles, no one to call family.

the only steady man is in my life is my Hematologist Dr Ward, you see, not only was i a magnet for bad luck i also had a rare blood disorder which meant monthly  visits to Dr Ward to see how i was getting on.

i didn't really understand my blood disorder, I didn't really care, all i knew was that it would get worse with age and i wouldn't be able to control it.

I could cope with any thing that life had to throw at me but my only weakness was men, I loved the chase the initial rush of feelings you get when you cannot think or anyone else and you long for they attention, that's me in a nutshell.

But sooner or later I will start molding myself to there needs and becoming there perfect girlfriend losing my own identity, until one day, I up and leave with out saying good bye leaving utter devastation behind, i don't know why i do it , a restlessness i've had since I was little, always believing that something else out there in my future had a purpose a meaning, something waiting for me to fulfill, Delusions of grandeur maybe!

 

  

                       

                                              Chapter Two - Dr Ward

 

Entering St Lukes Hospital in Guildford was exactly the same as the month before and the hundreds of times before that, This place was literally as second home to me, as I walked up the familiar stair case to Haematology, I could my Dr Wards nurse talking loudly and it didn't seem pleasant,

" If only someone would just tell her instead they have to invite him here, we have all been apart of this for too long and it's getting dangerous and even more so now that she is 30 years old and maturing soon we will all be in danger,"Dr wards nurse emphasized the SHE!

I thought it was strange, she could only be speaking of me, ha! I am deluded I am not the only female to have a Blood Disorder and Birthday today!, I chuckled under my breath, and in that instance, she was standing in front of me, looking down with a furious look on her face.

"Miss Fiore i ask you not too listen to private conversations, you might not like what you hear".

I looked at Nurse Helena as though she had finally gone crazy, Which was on the cards for years, I silently thought 'Old Bag' without saying a word, walked around her, as i was reaching the top just about to step into DR Wards Waiting room, behind me I heard a sarcastic comment directed at me.

'"And Lucia Fiore I may be old but  do not liken me to a carrying device, I have known you since you were first brought to this Hospital a little esposito child, I know more than you do so keep your little comments to yourself , you will learn too".

I froze, I didn't say it out loud!  did I , I couldn't of, i turned and saw a smirk rise up on her thin lips, I was the one going crazy not her!.

 

A little confused and dazed I walked straight into Dr Wards room, he was standing up looking over at his sofa in the corner behind me, he was startled to see me and was just about to reprimand me when a cool hand touched my shoulder from behind, 

"you must be Lucia".the voice said, I had heard this voice before somewhere in the back of my head | recognised it, I slowly turned around to see the most handsome man i had ever seen, I was thinking all sorts of things in my head, some very bad!, all of a sudden I heard Dr Ward say, "Nurse Helen was right you do need to control your thoughts"

Then i knew i was not mad, they were reading my mind, but how, have they always been able too, I needed to sit down I felt very faint, i looked at Dr Ward and thought you old Git!!!'  then i knew without a doubt everything i have ever thought or done he has always known about!..

i was just about to lose it when all of a sudden I was engulfed in a foggy haze almost like a verbal straight jacket

 

                                      Chapter 3 - Nathaniel