my mind is a scary place. from having wonderful thoughts that could only be compares to the beauty of the sky, to the thoughts that are in the deepest corner, reminding you of the ugliness of death.
constantly switching, running, hiding.
i don't tell many people this, but my mind is a home of sorts. it houses 4 different personas of me. all taking their turn throughout the day.
it's exhausting at times, dealing with them. always fighting or crying.
the best one is the one with no feelings whatsoever. she rarely comes out anymore. bot since i met you. that is the most terrifying. what if one day, my switch is flipped? will you still want me? should i just let her take over.
help me.
