you still haunt me
what you did
what you said
all of it
i'm still fucking trapped
the pain won't go away
the memories won't go away
i'm stuck
the lies,
the cheating,
the words,
it all haunts me still
i feel like i can't give my own boyfriend the love he deserves because of you
'what if he's just like him'
he probably hates me
i'm all jumpy
my trust issues are worse
it's horrible
i want to fall in love with someone who deserves my love for once
not someone like you
and a whole year later
you still haunt me
