Everything is Blue

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I heard someone enter the room and by the sniffling I knew it was stuart. I looked up and he jumped squealing not expecting me to have heard him come in. I sighed standing up and putting my hand on his shoulder despite how hard he was flinching and freaking out. "Come on you are suddenly scared of me? Stuart. You know me enough to trust me that I was just pissed off, I didnt mean to hurt you like that buddy" he didnt take his eyes off me completely terrified of me. I frowned pulling him into a hug not getting one in return as I felt his entire body shake even more then it already had been shaking. I sighed "Stuart... Its ok baby calm down" I say rubbing his back trying to get him to relax, he tensed up and started to sob "yew almost killed me" he whispers putting his hands on his throat in defense. I teared up letting go of him "I never would have baby..." He shook his head "don't call me dat, yew aint my mum. She's dead, and yew know if she were to see yew right now she wouldve destroyed yew for putting yer hands on me like dat!" He snaps a bit surprised with himself for being angry. He looked down and sighed "sorry..." He says quietly. I frowned sitting down on the bed "Stu... You are completely right, I know I fucked up the minute I grabbed you but I was just so caught up in the moment it didnt quite dawn on me until murdoc entered. Stuart clenches his fists trying to be angry but I knew he was having a hard time probably have already forgiven me. "oh so if murdoc wouldnt have walked in yew would've killed me yeh?" he snaps even more shocked of himself for being so strict and angry. I held back a grin watching him. I sighed "I would've never. I cant hurt you Stu. I was just in a terrible way trying to knock some sense into you" he sighs unclenching his hands and sitting on the floor curling up starting to sob. "I know I trust mudz too much love, I know how he treats me, I'm his punching bag but everytime I try and reason with em he always threatens me and hurts me worse then before. I cant escape em love. Hes scary when hes mad..." I frowned getting off the bed going to snuggle stuart. He cuddled up in my arms sobbing into my shirt. I rubbed his back and ran my fingers through his hair, "I'll help you. If he ever tries to hurt my man I'll teach him a lesson like I did with Brady" Stuart looks at me and giggles "I forgot about dat kid" I grinned "yeah. That was fun, he deserved what he got" Stu grins "fanks love. I'm glad to have yew on my side" I nodded kissing his cheek and standing up. "wanna go out for ice cream? My treat as a way of saying sorry for hurting you like that" Stu nodded happily standing up like a toddler would. I giggled and he looked at me confused "wot?" I shook my head "I just cant get over how cute you are" he blushed "o-oh" he said clearly flustered. I grabbed his hand and we walked into the kitchen.

Noodle was sitting a the table "so. Kicking her out now?" She says calmly, Stu shakes his head explaining everything that went down. Noodle grins once he mentions ice cream "can I come? And Russell? And murdoc?" She asks jumping around the room happily. I shrugged "sure" Noodle grinned widely and ran off. Stu sighed "fought dis was supposed to be a date?" I laughed "you mentioned it." Stu frowned "aww yew are right. Shit" Russell and Murdoc entered the room. Murdoc sighed looking at me "Is it ok if we come along? Noodle here just said ice cream. didn't think id be ya date or something" I shrugged "if you want ice cream come along, if not stay here" Murdoc nodded. Noodle squealed running out the door. Russell smiled "nice one (y/n)" he said just to me before following noodle. I sighed leaving the house with Stu holding my hand and murdoc infront of us. "I'll drive if ya dont mind" he says calmly. Russell shook his head "I'm not driving around with you in charge man. Get in the backseat. D take the front with me ok? I know ya hate getting cramped up back there with those legs of yours" Russell says getting into the drivers seat. Stu grinned getting in on the other side leaving me in the backseat with Murdoc and Noodle. I sat in between them as noodle rambled on about her favorite kinds of ice cream, I was slightly uncomfortable by how much room was in the back seat which meant i was squished in between Noodle and Murdoc, my left leg was up against Murdocs leg and my right leg was against Noodle's leg. She didnt seem to mind as much as Murdoc did though. Murdoc kept glancing at me and then at our legs touching not saying a single word. I sighed feeling awkward as hell deciding to make conversation with him since Russell was driving incredibly slow. "What's your favorite ice cream flavor mudz?" I ask not really knowing what else to say. Murdoc looks at me slightly shocked I decided to talk to him and smiled slightly "mmm, I'm not so much of a chocolate fan so I'll normally go for a cookies and creme or chocolate chip cookie dough, once in a blue moon though I may get a raspberry cheesecake." He says calmly "what about yourself?" I smiled "I love that one called (favorite ice cream flavor)" murdoc grins "hmm. I dont think ive ever tried that one before, ya see me and Noodle when she was younger used to go to the ice cream place all the time before we got temporarily banned from scamming em a bit too much" I laughed "how do you scam an ice cream shop?" He smirks "well you simply ask for a taste of every flavor, and since you are a customer and they have to give you want you want in order to help you decide you get free samples, me and noodle of course abused that position and went every Saturday for free samples never actually buying any of their ice creams. Thats how ya get temporarily banned from an ice cream shop" I laughed and Noodle grinned "Russ went crazy when he found out, it wasn't considered bad because only murdoc does the really bad things but he taught me something I didnt know I could get away with that day. It was fun" I grinned "that sounds awesome. They probably wouldnt let you do that again I'm guessing?" Murdoc grins "if we are going to the one we scammed you'll see my picture on the wall. Says watch out for this fella. They love me there" he says sarcastically. I laughed more. Noodle smiled "I was young so I was just observing. I never got in trouble. Except from russ for listening to mudz" I smiled as we pulled into the parking lot. "I'll admit thats really smart Murdoc, maybe doing it every Saturday is how they caught on though" Murdoc shrugged "I dunno love. I think it was just cos they were pissed I wasn't helping those greedy bastards get their paychecks." He says walking inside. Stu followed him, Russell shrugs "He's always like that, doing illegal shit. Don't trust him ok kid?" I nodded "I never would've thought to trust him" I say walking inside to see murdoc asking for a sample of my favorite ice cream flavor. My stomach churned slightly hoping he wouldn't get the same flavor as me but I also felt good in a way, like I was introducing him to a new taste. Stu frowned watching me "love I cant decide what I want" he whines looking at all the flavors they had licking his lips. "Order last then ok? Just make sure you decide quickly." he nods bending down to look at the names. Noodle smiled jumping around ordering for herself, then Russell ordered and then murdoc. He grinned at me having the same flavor I would've chosen "you're right love. This shit is delicious" he says smiling wrapping his snake like tongue around the scoop of ice cream taking a chunk off in a sort of flirty way. I rolled my eyes ordering the same as murdoc.

Then it was Stuart's turn, he frowned fiddling with his fingers. "I cant decide love..." He says quietly as the worker behind the counter waited annoyed. "Ask for a sample then buddy. Its ok" he sighs clearing his throat and asking for a sample of just plain chocolate. The woman handed him a spoon with the ice cream on I and he ate it smiling satisfied. "Dats good...." He mumbles still seeming confused "I dont fink dats the right one for me." I sighed "Stu come on buddy we dont have all day." Stuart frowned "go ahead of me I need time." I sighed becoming impatient "just give him the chocolate." I say, Stu wasnt paying attention as he looked at the asortment of colors. The woman handed me his ice cream cone and I nudged his shoulder "Stu. Look at this yummy treat" I say as he perks up and smiles taking it from me. "Fank yew!" He says walking off to sit at a table with noodle and Russell. Murdoc sauntered over "well, seems frustrating doesnt he? Why not choose me instead? I atleast know what I want" I sighed ignoring him as I paid for our desserts.