Book Of Feelings

Dear Mom

So many things running through my head
How you will miss my future
Although you truly won't miss it
I will miss you though
I will always miss you

My first relationship will be rough
It will be hard if we break up
I won't have you for advice or comfort
Won't have your shoulder to cry on

My wedding day will be hard too
You won't be there to help me get ready
I won't have you to help plan it
We won't be able to get excited together

You won't be there if I have a baby
But they will know you
From all my memories
And all the stories I'll tell

It's really hard being here without you
I will be alright though
I always am, and I just have to live with it
One day everything will be okay.