Dedication to Isabella
4 being there....
ok so i wanted to write this cuz i wanted to write this ;)
Dear Duaa & Koko,
i know you guys left but if u ever read this then thats great! ok im going to start with Smiley first since this all started with her. i know i haven't given everyone the right information on what happened so im going to do it now.
Dear Duaa,
It feels like ages since we talked to each other. its been about a month though. im not going to lie and say i don't miss you because i do and i don't want you to forgive me or anything or even think about becoming my friend again.
Im sorry.
Really i am.
im the type of person who probably never says sorry because i don't like losing my respect or shit. i know i sound stupid, but that's how i am. you cant judge me for that. anyways when you started not talking to me, i tried to talk to you but you wouldn't even look at me. i thought 'She'll talk to me.' u kno? i just thought ur just ignoring me 4 a day or 2. But when a week came and then another week came i knew u were being dead serious bout not talking 2 me.
At times when i see u in the school hallway, i 4get were not friends and then start going to you but then stop and remind myself that were not talking anymore.
Its sad, really.
throwing our 3 year friendship over wattpad? yeah, that's really sad.
Im Bipolar you kno?
So when i get mad im mad and when im happy im REALLY happy. its weird. sometimes i feel depressed that i hate everyone and then whenever i start talking 2 u and koko im just happy again.
Im Bossy.
Even Noddy told me that. We got in a fight but you whats different with noddy? yeah well shes not scared. she really wasn't. unlike you (no offense) i know im scary and when you told me that i just kept laughing at you and u probably got angry. so yeah im sorry 4 laughing at you.
I wanna be a author.
I do. and you know that. so i have no fucking idea why u don't support me! you just keep telling to leave wattpad and shit but i fucking cant! its annoying how nvm- -.-
One Last Time...
Know that you ended this friendship, not me.
Dear Koko,
Go ahead and tell me to fuck off. go fuckin ahead and tell me! you fucking hate me as much as your cuz does!
Your a fucking wimp
Every time we argue we fucking argue online or texting its really fucking annoying because i know you cant do shit face2face so u just fucking text me.
Your always going on your cuz's side..
You never ever ever ever fucking listen to my side of the story. If Duaa says something u gotta go with Duaa. You never just let me tell u what happened! I fucking understand shes your fucking cuz and all but cant u be fair?
You think your some big shit...
Some advice? ur not some big shit alrite? Just becuz u were on the bball team doesn't mean u own the fuckin world ok? Trust me baby ur airballs arent big shits and plz i can take u down in bball with one slam -.- Just because i aint on the team don't mean i aint a bball star ;)
EXTRA! EXTRA! READ ALL ABOUT IT!
Your a fucking Hypocrite...
You did it and now im doing it but i got my reasons and u kno wat i mean koko -.-
One Last Time..
You left me when i tried to say sorry
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So here it is everything on my fucking chest! ":D
P.S
Im not trying to cause problems
P.P.S
After everything you guys did to me, Im still sorry -.-
Sincerely, The fucking bitch ._.
"Being strong sometimes means being able to let go."
~Anonymous
