✿*:・Foolish Heart(Missing You)・:*✿

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"I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you."

May 5, Tuesday/2020
@12:12PM

No sound of your laughter, not even the sound of your sweet voice, not even the feel of your hug and a "Goodmorning!" From you.

Not even the smell of "GUCCI SAMPAGUITA" scent perfume, not even your warm hi, hello's, not even the sight of you and your perfectly beautiful face. 12:15PM and i could remember the times that you have cried infront of me back then, if only you knew how much it hurts me to see you so sad and in pain if only you knew how much i love you. But yet again you belong to someone else now but i can tell you this i'm so gratefull for you and i'm so thankful that i met you and i still got to know you, and i thank you for being a part of my life and you still are, believe me you always will be.

I feel so guilty and sorry for the times that i've hurt you or for the times that i've caused you so much pain, i'm sorry if i haven't realized this any earlier than now. I'm such a fool to hurt you, i was delusional yet you forgive me for everything that i've done to you. Not even a single text today, no more goodmornings and goodafternoons, i'm starting to miss you again i just hope that whereve you are wherever you go, i pray that you are safe and happy and loved
12:21 i guess this is where i stop and go back to my daily needs and chores 12:22 i know i'm a fool to think that i deserve happiness.

I guess this is the part where i say..

★━iloveyou━★

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