Loneliness is a type of darkness
This darkness starts out as a warm and sort of comforting feeling
Then the loneliness grows
It starts to change into something worse that pulls you in
It drags you deeper and deeper
You start to get lost inside the darkness
The darkness then starts to feed off you
Like some evil monster you hear about in stories
Then it grows stronger and stronger with every passing day
Then you start to realise that its not so comforting anymore
It starts to become painful and you start to lose feeling to yourself mentally
You feel almost paralyzed by the darkness that surrounds you
You then start to reach out for help but you don’t know how to
You then start to lose hope and start to give up
You then just sit there and watch it pull you in further and further
You start to look a round you and you see other people
You’ve know these people and you talk with them
Yet you still feel alone
You see them with others and see there not alone
Yet you don’t know how to reach them
You will sit with all of them but thats all you do
You don’t reach out due to fear
Fear of not being accepted
Fear of not fitting in
Which just strands you further and further from others
Which only makes it harder to reach out to them for help
To escape this never ending darkness called loneliness
You can’t find the light of friendship and the love from each other
So you just slowly drift further apart from those you use to be close with
Ever so slowly snuffing out the lights that guide you
That lead you out of that darkness
The never ending darkness of loneliness
That surrounds you with zero hope of ever being free of it
