I was 10
We were all fine and happy. What changed?
Your concussion was bad and you barely spent time with us, yes, I know
But I thought we were ok
Turns out I was wrong
On our vacation you loved another man
My dad saw on Facebook
But my dad never said anything
Why? Because he loved you, I guess
Because he didn't want his kids to grow up without a mother, I suppose
Well even though he gave you the world, you left
A week after our birthday
You said I was the best gift you've ever gotten in life, on your birthday
But why did I have an expiring date?
What did I do to make you leave?
Why'd you call off all of our plans to spend time with your boyfriend and his kids in Wonderland?
Why'd you stop calling and writing?
I know, I told you not to
But your supposed to fight for your kids
Not abandon a child when she needs you most
All this happened when I was just 10
Now I have trust issues beyond all extreme
Everybody leaves me
Everybody replaces me
Everybody forgets me
Everybody moves on
And I blame you
🖤First story!! My mom walked out when I was 10. I thought I'd share it with people, I guess🖤
YOU ARE READING
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PoetryJust a collection of my thoughts and feelings about me really. Basically a diary, I guess. Also, some memories and stuff ⚠️Warning⚠️ Depression, eating disorders, selfharm, abandonment issues, suicidal stuff, and suicide. 🖤⚠️You've been warned⚠️🖤
