~The Time That She Lost~

~~Chapter eighteen~~

"I don't know the problem is that maa, everytime I have one of these I don't remember what I see and I am just left with a feeling and blurry images that I can't even explain to anyone because I don't even know what they are. if there are people, they are faceless, if there is a place they are blurry" Emily said. Janson brought water for her to drink. He gave it to her.

"Listen little one you need to try and tell us what you remember alright" Janson said with reassuring eyes.

"Janson can you come to the kitchen with me for a minute?" Ali said.

"Mom?" Janson asked with one eyebrow up.

"Just come" Ali said.

"Sis you drink this we will be right back" Janson said.

Emily sat there with a confused look but she was too shocked that she didn't care. She tried to focus on the blurry images.

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"What are you doing?" Ali asked annoyed.

"What do you mean?" Janson asked.

"Telling her to focus and tell us what she saw" Ali said.

"She needs to maa" Janson said.

"No she doesn't" Ali said with angry face.

"Mom you are wrong here and you know that, stop acting like this" Janson said.

"What if she...." Ali got interrupted.

"I know maa but this is what she needs and this is whats right for her" Janson said. Ali says nothing and looks down. She have a scared look on her face.

"Look at me mom" Janson said.

"We can't do this to her or us, you know if she doesn't focus now and latter she gets to know everything, she won't respect us and will see us as her faulty. We can't decided whats best for her regarding this alright?" Janson said.

"I can't lose her Janson, you both are my kids and losing anyone of you will hurt, I won't be able to take it, I can't lose anyone any more" Ali said crying.

"You miss dad don't you?" Janson asked.

"Yeah very much, he was the love of my life and know you guys, I can't just lose anyone" Ali said crying.

"I miss him too mom, I miss him so much and I am also scared but mom we can't, you know we can't" Janson said.

"Alright" Ali said wiping her tears. "we will stop if she is hurt okay?" Ali said.

"Off course" Janson said.

"You go back to sleep, I'll take care of her" Janson said.

"Okay, I love you kid, you are the best son and best brother" Ali said giving a peck on his forehead. Janson passes a smile.

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"Hey little one" Janson said walking into room.

"Everything alright?" Emily asked him.

"Oh yaa, you know how mom is she just worries alot. I told her to sleep" Janson said.

"Yaa I am troubling you guys a lot aren't I? First the accident, then the recovery and now this" She said with sadness and disappointed in her voice.

"No you are not, we are a family and a family go through everything together and if I or mom would be in trouble you would also take care of us like we do. Just remember that you can talk to me about anything and you don't have to think that you are troubling us, I have told you before sis things I have done for you are nothing I can do much more for you and never get troubled because of that, I know that you too would do anything for this family" Janson said assuring her. He hugged her before she could say anything.