❝ 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐗 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐁𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐒 ❞

💖💘💕You Cry💕💘💖

Warning:
Self harm
I only wrote self harm today because I took my medication for my mental issues

Bloo:
"We'll be back in a bit, Miss L/n." The teacher said, taking all of the students with him.
I sat at my desk and waited for them, it was so silent that you could even hear a pin drop.
And then, the voice came in. It sounded like a person, a girl, the things it was saying made me sad and scared.
"You're better off dead."
"Kill yourself."
"No one loves you."
"They only pity you."
"Do it."
"Do it."
I was so focused on this voice in my head, that I didn't even notice the tears running down my cheeks.
"Just kill yourself, no one will care, no one will even notice." It said.
"Not even Bloo loves you."
I grasped my pin hard, and started crying uncontrollably.
I looked down at my paper and began to think on my own.
"He doesn't love me.. he just feels sorry for me... I should just kill myself, he wouldn't care.." I thought as the tears kept flowing.
As I kept crying, I noticed that the light was turned back on.
I looked up, watery tears still falling down, and there he was, it was Bloo, looking at me in worry.
"B-Bloo *hic*?" I asked him, getting cut off by his tackle hug.
"Y/n! Are you okay? What happened princess?!" He asked me, gently wiping away tears from my eyes with his thumb.
"You love me, right?" I asked him, looking into his eyes.
"I love you so much, Y/n, you don't even know." He said, keeping me close to his chest.
I smiled and snuggled closer. "I love you to.."

"Um, please go to your seats."

Fleur:
I was in Fleur's dorm room, he had to leave for a minute. I was sitting on his bed, looking at my phone. The lock screen was a picture of us together, he was holding my waist and we were smiling. Same goes for the home screen.
As I was scrolling through different apps, I landed on one, instagram.
As I opened it up, I was flooded with hate comments.
"Kill yourself plz."
"Just die already."
"Eww, you look so fat."
"You don't deserve to live."
And then there was one comment that stuck out.
"You don't deserve him."
It was right, I really don't. I don't even know why he loves me. I laid back in the bed, looking up at the ceiling.
"What if.. what if I did kill myself..." I thought out loud as salty tears started running down my cheeks.
"Hey love, I'm back!" I heard Fleur's voice call out.
I didn't answer, I just simply looked at the comments as I cried silently.

"Love? Y/n?"

I still said nothing as he was searching for me.
I then heard the door open, revealing a worried Fleur, something I have never seen before.
"Oh, darling.. what happened?" He said, getting on the bed.
"Nothing.." I said as I hid my face with my hands.
"It's those mean people?" He asked, looking at my phone and looking through my comments.
I shook my head silently and sniffed.
He removed my hands from my face and kissed my eyelid before wiping away the tears with his shirt.
"My love, you are none of those things, I love you just the way you are. Don't let anyone else tell you otherwise." Fleur said, booping my nose.
I giggled softly as I nodded.
"Do you wanna take a bath with me? So you can relax a bit?"
Fleur asked, placing a finger under my chin.
I nodded my head again as he carried me to the bathroom.
Ping!
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Kitty_Lover Commented:
You look beautiful!

Sterla:

That's it! I can't take this anymore! He's always around those girls and he knows what he's doing! I can't keep acting like I don't know what's up! I hate this world! Maybe it's because he doesn't really love me.. I guess I really am useless.. He just feels bad for me.. I don't deserve him.. I don't even deserve to live..

I got out a mirror from under me and Sterla's cabinet and smashed it. This already caused bleeding from my hand but who cares? The whole point is to feel pain.

I sliced the shaddered glass on my arms until there was so much blood on the floor, that it looked like an actual murder scene.

I looked at my sliced up arms and then at the picture that was hung up of me and Sterla together.
I started crying at the thought that he actually loves another girl.
While I was distracted, I didn't notice Sterla standing at the door, tears coming down his cheeks as he stared as the puddle of blood by my feet.
He quickly rushed over to me, holding my arms.
"Y-Y/n.?" He asked as I looked up at him, crying as he grazed over the blood filled marks.

He wiped his own tears away before looking into my eyes.
"You could have told me that you.. cut yourself.." He told me, taking the glass from my hands.
"I'm.. sorry.. I did it because I thought that you loved other girls.." I say, tears falling more rapidly.
"Nono! I'd never love any other girl other than you, I wouldn't even think of it!" Sterla said as he wiped away my tears with a small towel.

"Now, let's get you cleaned up."

Muso:
You never cry when you're with him, you're literally what you get when you search perfect couple.
And cuz I'm to lazy to write today c: