I know I am a bad person but I never really touch the topic about Aliya and I have a son.
I never told anyone about not even Meem. I wonder what would have happened if the baby didn't die.
Maybe Aliya and I would probably still be together. I know you'll wonder why I never made a move and tell him, yes but I am not the right nigga for her. Yi Back then I was cold asf and only cared about partying. And I wasn't ready to settle down and honestly I never looked at Aliya that way.
She is my best friend and I didn't want to lose our friendship if we messed it up by going into a relationship that we weren't mentally ready for.
And also I am seeing someone else so Aliya and I are history.
Aliya Pov
Today is the day to visit my son's grave. I was so scared. I finally have my sister to go with me.
Rakim still hasn't called to let me know that he was coming I guess he wasn't. I honestly could care less.
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I git my dress from Fashion Nova and I was feeling myself. I took a couple of pictures and got my bag and waired downstairs for Janina.
She is so excited and that makes me happy. I am so happy I told her about the baby. No, I won't feel guilty anymore.
"Heyyy girl hurry up and get in." She shouted from in the car like a mad old lady. She didn't even park she had the road blocked up and she didn't care at all.
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"Girl you're crazy as hell. Got all those people mad."
"I don't care girl they asses going to wait."
"You look cute though. "
"Thanks, girl. You look fine can I borrow this dress."
Janina meaning of borrowing is keeping. For some reason, she never brings back anything. So lucky she is my little sister.
"You sure you going to bring it back."
"I am going to bring it back girl no worries."
I knew her ass was lying cause the day I give her will be the last day I see it.
We finally arrived at the grave. I had time to think about a lot of things. I know my baby in heaven looking down at me and protecting me from all harm and danger.
Rakim real disappoint me today I thought he would have shown or even call but he didn't. Niggas ain't shit but I was happy to spend some time with my baby.
Janina and I laid the flowers, balloons and other stuff around the grave. I cried like a baby and my sister was there holding my hand. she is the best.
I got back home and went on Instagram and saw a picture of Rakim with a girl who seems like his girlfriend going to breakfast.
This is so funny but what did I expect when it came to him he is a bitch ass nigga. I would never trust him again nor believe anything he says.
Hey guys, I am back and trying to update all of the books. I am sorry for the delay. But I have been going through a lot.
