Hallucinations (one shot)

Hallucinations

#HALLUCINATIONS(ONE SHOT)

"Scarlet? okay na ba pakiramdam mo? " my friend xyra aksed. Tumingin naman ako sa mga mata niya, i know she knows me well–alam kong malalaman niya na nagsisinungaling ako o hindi. Xyra is my friend for almost 5 years i don't know if it can be called bff or what but Im happy that we've last for so many years.

"I just..just.. just–"

"Scarlet are joking around? what's your problem? " maarteng tanong niya sa'kin at agad naman akong natawa. Her usual expression tuwing may lalaking nanliligaw sakanya–blank face na nakataas ang kilay. Gulo right haha.

"Im okay, don't worry. Kaya ko naman 'to. " i said simply at binuklat ang libro ko.

"Okay if you say so. "

We're here in a botanical garden while reading a book–peacefully.

Garden is one of my favorite place here in the University. The air are so fresh, the green that is a sign of Hope. Kahit na maraming students na pumupunta dito we still manage the silence and cleanliness here.

Pagkatapos ng recess time, pumasok na kami agad sa next class namin. I taked  medicine course major in psychology while xyra focuses on law just like his father.

"Scar, i just want to ask--if you feel uncomfortable with my question–"

"Go, ano ba 'yon? okay lang. " Saad ko habang naglalakad papauwi, same village kami ni xyra kaya lagi talaga kaming mag kasabay pauwi maliban nalang kung may emergency at kailangan niya ma una.

"Are you sure na okay ka--i mean bakit parang ambilis mo naman ata mag move on? " i faced xyra for a moment, what are she saying.

"Di ko alam ang sinasabi mo, move on from what? " takang tanong ko at nagpatuloy sa pag lalakad. Tila naman nagulat siya sa sinabi ko, anong nakakagulat doon?

"Uhm nevermind, you're acting weird day by day. "

"Siguro stress lang ako, papalapit na ang finals eh. " Ngiti ko sakanya, hindi ko namalayan na nasa tapat na pala kami ng bahay ko.

"Oh okay ka ah, goodbye scar see u! " rinig kong sigaw niya at mabilis na tumakbo, dalawang bahay lang naman ang layo ng bahay nila sa amin kaya pwede ako pumunta doon any time.

"Mama andito na si ate! " my brother shouted while eating his favorite sweets.

"Kev, masisira talaga ngipin mo niyan. " sabi ko sakanya, pero hindi siya nakinig.

"Ma, tulog muna ako ah maya nalang ako kain. " 11:30 pa naman since our class ended early today. Halfday lang naman pasok kaya okay na rin.

'Hey, i already told you that you have to move on okay'

'Don't be a bratty lady'

'Forget me'

Tila inutusan ng kung sino ang mga mata ko dahil kusa itong nag mulat. It's 3 Pm already. And i felt my stomach hurts–maybe im just hungry.

"Gising kana pala, kumain ka muna. " i just nodded to my mama, i don't feel talking to anybody this time.

I feel so..so heavy.

'Forget me'

Habang kumakain ako di maalis sa isipan ko ang panaginip ko. What does that mean?
maybe it's just my imagination.