Wang Yibo was planning to retire from the entertainment industry and upon from processing his valedictory album, his company collaborated with the most popular author and artist in the world!
They offered ABACUS PENDRAGON to draw and design his far...
My heart throbbed as I read his messages, I don't understand my feelings at all. I don't understand him. He's the reason why I am being stressed out and yet he's also the reason why I get brave and courageous. His words were alluring and assuring that I almost reply.
I cannot fathom how I feel safe and secure, his words were simple yet it comforts me so much. Each person always needs someone like this, someone who will listen to them, someone who will understand them without judging their opinion, someone who will accept you despite of your ignorance and agnorance.
Am I thinking wrong about him? All these time, what if he's just been kind and want to be friends? Was I distancing my self too much? Did I think highly of my self too much? This is very unlikely of me.
I've been completely become a different person, how did this happened? Is it because Wang Yibo made me feel this way, like I am someone who's unreachable?
Perhaps, this is my own doing. Thinking highly of myself because he's the one whom I cannot reach, he is young and successful, everyone would die to have him. I think too highly of myself thinking that I would be able to be with him, standing on the same stage.
All of these were probably because I want to prove myself to him that I can be worthy for him, that I can deserve someone high like him, I can be also perfect for him.
But why?
I tapped my phone and without much hesitation I send him a message, for the first time in my life, I did something interesting that I truly like.
Hoppla! Dieses Bild entspricht nicht unseren inhaltlichen Richtlinien. Um mit dem Veröffentlichen fortfahren zu können, entferne es bitte oder lade ein anderes Bild hoch.
Hoppla! Dieses Bild entspricht nicht unseren inhaltlichen Richtlinien. Um mit dem Veröffentlichen fortfahren zu können, entferne es bitte oder lade ein anderes Bild hoch.
I snorted while reading the messages, I can't believe I am enjoying his company right now. He's so adorable! Look at those keysmash and emojis! I can't believe that he'd be like this? After all who would believe that with a stern and stoic face like him would act this way.
This might sound crazy, I might sound crazy but is it bad if once in my life I would try to be open with someone like him? Will that be possible? That's kinda crazy!
I am smiling stupidly this is not what I should feel right now but I can't help it. I realized that it's already 2 am, I focused once again, aiming to wrote for the last time and probably give the readers a short cliffhangers :)
