(English ver) I'm (Not) Allow to Love You // 널 사랑할 수 없(있)어

I'm (Not) Allow to Love You Part 14

"Heo Chungdae, please come in."

I entered the vice principal's room that I had never entered before and sat across from Noh Sonsaengnim's desk. I am not very familiar with her because we rarely met.

"I want to talk to the point immediately," she glared at me, "what's your relationship with Miss Baek Choeun?"

I gasped. How does she know? What should I answer? Should I lie?

"You can't answer because you're not used to lying, right? But you're not sure your answer will benefit you right?"

I still close my mouth tightly. Where is the direction of this conversation?

"Do you know that you have violated the most severe school rules? And this can cause you or miss Baek or the two of you to be expelled from school."

I widened my eyes. She is right. I've only been selfish all this time without thinking about the risks. I'm sure we were less careful so someone was telling her. Ah damn...

"So I want to see how you behave after this," she said slowly, "we don't want to lose you or miss Baek. You understand?"

"I understand, Sonsaengnim."

"Fine, you may go back to class."

But I did not go back to class and chose to sit on the School Infirmary's bed. I have a lot on my mind right now. Why when she and I are so happy, we can't continue that happiness? I squeezed the pillow hard, I wanted to hit something. If my love for miss Baek could endanger her, even though I'm happy because of that feeling ... what should I do?

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HEO CHUNGDAE'S POV

"Chungdae! Wait a minute!"

Dongsun ran to me carrying a stack of paper.

"I was suddenly called by Hwang Saem," he reported, "can you give this to Miss Baek? Or our grades will decrease for the entire class. You know how is she, right?"

I laughed for a moment with Dongsun. He stacked the paper in my hand and left. Should I tell her about the warning from Noh Sonsaengnim? But I'm afraid it will only make her sad. Of all the things I wanted to see from her, only her sad face I didn't want to see.

"Excuse me Miss Baek."

Miss Baek turned and smiled when he saw me enter. That smile is really valuable. I would feel like a jerk if I removed that smile from her.

"This is our class assignment. It's complete because Dongsun is checking on it already."

"OK. Just put it there. Thank you Chungdae. "

I hesitated for a moment. I think she needs to know...

"Oh Heo Chungdae, what are you doing here?"

I stepped back when I heard Noh Saem's voice.

"I just delivered our class assignment. In that case, I will leave."

I quickly stepped out of the teacher's office. Do I have to use DM to contact her? But I know how miss Baek is like. Maybe after being sad she would instead look for Noh Saem and with her brave attitude, I don't want to think about the sequel. I will find a way out myself first. Miss Baek, wait for me.

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"Yes, class 1B, I'm sorry."

The crowded atmosphere of class 1B instantly became quiet after I arrived at the teacher's desk. Some look curious why I'm here.

"Because there is something very important, Ong Saem could not be present for his lesson today," some children began to whisper, "but I'm not here to teach Science, let's continue our English lessons."

I smiled at the children's chatter. Some did not like the Science lessons to be replaced, some were very amenable (Chinye and Youngkyong were chattering happily) and Donghyun who was sitting in the back, though silent, seemed to smile broadly.

"Well, that means we can get our textbook again," I said overcoming the crowd, "with practice and group discussion for pages 7 to 10."

"Okay miss."

Teaching in the last hour is indeed has a lot of challenges, in addition to students who begin to lose concentration until the teachers themselves are getting sleepy. The group discussion ended quickly and I gave them a new reading project to spend the rest of the time.

"Okay, since the time is almost over, for those who have read and analyze until page 10, you may be excused and do the rest at home," I said before the bell rang, "but if you haven't done, please do it until page 10."

Happy and disappointed murmurs could be heard again. Some children began to tidy their tables and say goodbye to me.

"Donghyun, let's go to the basketball field," said Haru.

"You may go first, I haven't finished it," Donghyun replied.

I was still sitting at the teacher's desk until several students started to catch up. Actually I have a lot of thoughts. It's been three days since Chungdae acted weird. He didn't send me DM and didn't wait for me to go home together. But never mind, maybe he's been busy lately. I also hope that he will focus on his studies because sometimes he is still become the topic of discussion in the teacher's office.

"Miss Baek?"

I looked up my head. Apparently the one who just called me was Donghyun who was still sitting in his chair. I checked the wall clock, it's 5 minutes less than 4 o'clock now.

"Oh Donghyun, aren't you done yet?"

"Yes, uhm, a little more miss."

"Just tell me if you need any help."

"I will, miss."

I yawned once and decided to walk to the window. From there I can see the park behind the school and there are some students who spend time there. I gasped when I recognized Chungdae's back walking into the gym. I miss him. I blinked and looked at Donghyun. Donghyun looked shocked and went back to reading his book. Has he been watching me earlier? I pretended to look at the park again and then suddenly looked back. Donghyun looked at me and from behind his book, I could see his eyes narrowed, apparently he smiled. I smiled back and walked toward him.

"What are you doing exactly?"

"Read."

I sat next to him.

"Where are the difficulties? Let me help. "

Usually Donghyun is quite okay. There was no way he needed 45 minutes to read just 10 pages of a book.

"Sorry miss, I didn't concentrate enough earlier."

"Why is that?"

"Because..." but he paused as he looked into my eyes, "I don't understand this word."

I saw his finger pointing to his book. I'm laughing. I thought he was going to say something serious. But for a moment, his stare made me nervous.

It's a beautiful life
난 너의 곁에 있을게

I'll stay by your side
It's a beautiful life
너의 뒤에 서 있을게

I'll stand right behind you
Beautiful love
하늘아래 너와 있다면

If I am with you under this sky
숨쉬는 것만으로도 좋아

Just breathing alone makes me happy

It's a beautiful life
Beautiful day
너의 기억에서 내가 살텐데

I live in your memories
Beautiful life beautiful day
내 곁에서 머물러줘

Stay by my side

Beautiful my love
Beautiful your heart
It's a beautiful life
It's a beautiful life

(Crush – Beautiful)