HEALING

ABIR'S EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN

Abir was in a state of utter shock and disbelief. he was not even able to process whatever was happening with him right now. he was not willing to believe that he had to yet again choose between his Nanko and Mishti

Maasi took him to her room and he stood still near the window trying to figure out his situation

aap jaanti hai maasi mishti hamesha mujse kehti thi ki woh kuhu ko mujse better jaanti hai, woh jaanti hai ki kuhu ki yeh insecurities ek din hamare samne ek bohot badi problem banke khadi ho jayegi aur mai paagal mujhe lagta tha yeh sab kuhu ka bachpana hai.
maine kabhi mishti ki baton ko seriously hi nahi liye aur dekhiye aaj uski baatein sach ho gayi , uska darr sach ho gaya
aaj kuhu ki insecurities meri zindagi sa sabse bura sapna banke mere saamne khadi ho gayi hai he said roughly ,he was not upset, he was not crying; he was stunned over kuhus behavior he felt dejected
maine socha tha ki ab mishti mere saath hai , maa ne mishti ko accept kar liya hai, nanko ab sirf mera nahi mishti ka bhi nanko hai he smiled a little hamara baby aane wala hai sab kuch kitna perfect chal raha hai lekin khushiyon ki itni perfect timing meri kismat mein nahi hai, his smile disappeared
mai fail ho gaya maaasi mai iss family ko jodkar nahi rakh paya, mai nanko ka perfect bhai nahi ban paya , mai mishti ko woh khushiyaan nahi de paaya jo woh deserve karti hai.

paagal mat bano abir, maasi warned iss ghar jo jode rakhne ki responsibility sirf tumhare akele ki nahi hai abir aur honi bhi nah chahiye ,
iss ghar ke logon ne tumhari khushiyon ko nazarandaaz karne ki aadat bana li hai abir.

kuhu ne aisa kyu kiya maasi , a tear escaped his eyes woh to meri bro thi na
maine ek bade bhai ki Tarah use protect kiya , usse apni choti behen samajzar uski galtiyon ko nazarandaaz kar diya , woh jaanti hai nanko mere liye kya hai , ki mishti se dur jaane ke baad mai kitna tut chuka tha ,phir woh aisa kyu keh rahi hai ki mai unmese kisi ek ko choose kar lu??asked abir

kisiko tumhare khushiyon ki parwa nahi hai abir, sab sirf apne swarth ke liye tumhare pyaar ka faida uthate hai ,maasi continued
iss puri duniya mai sirf ek mishti hi hai jo tumse bina kisi sharth ke pyaar karti hai jo apne se Pehle tumhari khushiyon ki parwa karti hai

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aap jaanti hai maasi mishti mujse hamesha kahti hai ki agar mai kuch galat karunga tab bhi usse woh sahi hi lagega, jab usse pata chala tha ki maine use chodkar nanko ko choose kiya hai tab usne ek baar bhi mujse yeh nahi pucha ki maine aisa kyu kiya, woh toh bas yeh jaankar khush thi mai aaj bhi usse pyaar karta hu,
woh bass selflessly mujse pyar karti hai... there was a spark in his eyes.

tumhari aankhon mai dikhta hai abir ki tumhe apni mishti par kitna garv hai, woh tumhari khushiyon ko kabhie nazar nahi lagne degi abir, woh tumse bohot pyaar karti hain.

mai usse bohot pyaar karta hu maasi , usse pehli hi lagta hai woh ek perfect family deserve nahi karti , maine bohot mehnat se uska ye darr mitaya hai usse ek acchi family di hai, iss baby ke aane se hamari family complete hone wali thi maasi,mai mishti se uski perfect family kaise chinn lu ,he started crying

nahi chinoge abir ek baar tum yahi galti kar chuka ho , aur tab maine swarthi hokar tumhe nahi roka tha ab dubara agar tumhe yeh galti karne dungi toh mai apne aap ko kabhie maaf nahi kar paungi,
kuhu  chodke chali jayegi na kunal aur iss ghar ko jaane do , kunal tut jayega magar usse sambhal lenge, tum usse sambhal loge

kaise sambhalunga maasi jab mai khud apna aap ko sambhaal nahi paya tha mishti ke jaane ke baad
mai usse sambhal nahi paungaa maasi , mera nanko tut jayega maasi..
bewakoof jaisi baatein mat karo abir baat sirf mishti ki nahi hai baat tumhare bacchee ki bhi hai

aur nanko ka kya, woh bhi toh mera hi bacha hai... said abir

toh kya tum mishti ko??

nahi maasi nai.. maine mishti aur hamare baby ko promise kiya hai ki mai unka saath kabhi nahi chodunga
mai chahe koi bhi decision lu mai mishti ko chodke kabhi bhi kahi nahi jaunga.
saying this he left the room....

kunal entered mishbirs room but saw mishti resting on the bed
Bhabhi toh aaram kar rahi hai ,mai baad mai aata hu, he thought

kunal was about to leave when mishti noticed him, she sat upright and asked him
are nanko kya hua,andar aao na

Bhabhi actually mai aise hi aapse aur baby se milne aaya tha, he enterd inside and sat on the stool beside her bed

oh toh baby ke chachu baby se milne aye hai she said smiling

baby, apni mamma se keh do ki mai sirf aapse hi nahi ,unse bhi milne aya hu, said kunal smiling
thank you Bhabhi iss ghar mai yeh khushiyaan lane ke liye; hum sabko ye khushiyaan dene ke liye

thank you toh mujhe tumhe  kehna chahiye nanko, mujhe apni bhabhi accept karne ke liye

aapko pata hai Bhabhi jab mujhe pata chala tha ki bhai ne meri wajah se aapse breakup kiya hai tab mujhe aisa laga tha jaise mai aapka gunhegaar hu, mujhe bohot guilty feel hua tha aur fir maine decide kiya ki mai sirf apne bhai ke liye aapko accept karu.. maine aisa kiya bhi lekin aapke saath rehte rehte majhe realize hua ki bhai aapke baare mein kitna sahi the aur mai kitna galat
tab maine apni bhai ki wife ko nahi balki apni Bhabhi ko accept kiya.meri wajah se aap ne bohot problems face ki hai naa.

honestly haa she laughs bohot saari lekin itni problems ke badle mein mujhe ek pyara sa chota bhai bhi mila hai
tum ab mishti ko accept karne wale kunal nai balki apni Bhabhi ko accept karne wale nanko ho
they both laugh...

I promise Bhabhi ab bhai ko kabhi bhi aap me se aur mujmese chunna hi nai padega , mai unhe aisa karne hi nai dunga

aisa kabhi nai hoga nanko kyu ab hum dono uske saath hai
nanko became a bit emotional
dekha baby aapke chachu emotional ho rahe hai aur aapki mamma ko bhi emotional kar rahe hai , she said to her baby

waisi Bhabhi, kunal smiled yeh chachu thoda old fashioned nai hai aur chachu bolne ke liye mai abhi bohot hi jyada chota hu...

accha chote ho.... she slapped his shoulder and laughed ,waise tum sahi keh rahe ho chachu nahi to kya keh sakte hai baby tumhe??
they started thinking
sab toh kunal kunal karte rehte hai, kuhu mujhe ladaku chokro kehti hai , aap aur bhai mujhe nanko kehtey toh baby....
their eyes lit up and they smiled

nanko they said at the same time
yesss mishti said, baby tumhe nanko bulaiga
haaaaaaa nanko is apt, baby aaj se mai aake papa ka, aapki mamma ka, aur aapka nanko
they both start laughing

Abir was observing this from outside the room....
he had always been happy to see them bond so much but he again had to make a harsh choice
he fell down leaning on the wall and sat there
mishti and kunals words kept ringing in hers
bhai aapke bina mai..
tum chale jaoge abir??
mai aapke bina nahi reh sakta bhai...
tum chale gaye na toh mishit Agarwal ki jaan chali jayegi..
unable to bear the voices ringing in his ears he placed both his hands on his ears
Nai abir be strong tujhe aaj apne Nanko aur apni Mishti dono ke liye decide karna hai..YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG...
he said to himself....