Just my thoughts

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This is not going to be a song. This will not be a story, short story, novel or any other art work. This will just be my thoughts. My sincere thoughts to the person who changed my life. He may not find out about this very quickly, but I would like to get my thoughts out somewhere, he read it one day or not.

I learned a lot from my mistakes. I learned a lot by trusting the wrong people. Trusting the wrong words. I learned a lot of positive, a lot of negative. I got so many bullets in my heart, but it's still beating. It beats because of people who appeared as doctors who operated my heart with their words and gave the cure from their deeds for a speedy recovery so I could become strong again, get on my feet and move on.

It may sound like philosophizing, but I have no idea how to describe everything differently than as some cause, consequence, and recovery from the consequences.

As I have already said, surgery and bullet wounds. Yes. You know that if you cut your arm, just so shallow, that you will stay with a scar after the wound healed. Again, if you cut your hand a little deeper, you have to close your wound, but there is still scar in the end, even bigger than the first one. The interesting thing about two cases is that they have two of the same characteristics. The first is they leave scars, the second is you have to recover briefly, so you can continue. There is a third case. Here you cut so deeply that you bleed your life out of yourself. There is no further. You will not exist anymore then.

So it is with other people's words. They can hit us as the first, second or third case. But there is one thing in all three cases. That one is that we just don't controll that blade. Don't you understand the meaning?

All bullets or wounds created by the blade, being the words, will hit us as deep as we allow them to hit us. Which means we can stop them. Again, if they hurt us, we can wrap the wounds.

It's the same with people. If we listen to the wrong ones, of course their insulting words will hurt us. We will begin to doubt ourselves. That we are not as good as others. That we're not good enough for them

But there are those who are there to believe in us. Who know us better than these new ones. Some people will have more "good" ones and some more "bad" ones. I don't know why, but I always listen to most.

But,every one of us has one person who will change everything.