(Fast forward a couple years) It was the summer before entering high school and I had just turned 14 half way through last year of school. That summer I was so existed to go to high school even I didn't know what to expect but I thought nothing could go wrong. Then a couple weeks later I found out that one of my close family friends had got diagnosed with cancer it was set back because he was like a brother to me and I know I could've get through it.
I have finally entered high school. One week into high school I found out that my papa was in the hospital because he had a heart attack. I refused to go visit him for the fact that he was livening off of a machine and I didn't want to see him like that. ( her papa passed away and she went to his funeral).
I've come to realize that I would never come out of my room, I started to sleep less, and I didn't eat as much becuase I didn't have the stomach for it but I pushed forward. A couple more days later one of my dads friends from high school her name is Nadia who is like a second mom to me her dad passed away. I would sit up in my room every night wondering and panicking about when all of these traffic events where going to stop.
A couple months later things weren't back to normal but I thought everything was getting better and she didn't have to suffer anymore.
But I thought wrong because a couple nights later my uncle duck passed away and following after his funeral I found out my grandpa passed away. I went to both of there funerals and moved on to a bad state of depression and I had a lot of anxiety over which loved one was next to have a set back or leave the earth.
I slowly pushed away social media and that this point I stopped posting on YouTube. But I did discover tik tok and that's the only social media I would go on even know I dident post anything.
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FanfictionMy story is a about a girl struggling with her past and suffering from depression and anxiety. She is wanting to get back to reality and go back to dancing and singing until someone named Thomas reached out to her.
