have you ever felt when you wanted to throw your life away because your sick or dying or lost or heartbroking .
well I am
i live without a reason to even live
i had a brother but he gone and now i dont know if i can feel anymore.
The lights turn to dust as the ground crumpled underneath me.
thats all i see in the void...
please kill me...im lost..
lost to have faith
lost to have love
lost to have friends
lost to be myself anymore.
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