what I think

sat,4/25/2020, 3:48 pm

Hi uhh I dont know how to write these journal things so uhhh just hope for luck to make this as clear as I can.

So my name is laylah Ramirez middle name Miah even though you might not care but idk. It's the Afternoon and I dont know what to do. I'm isolating myself in my room it's been about a week since I've actually gone interacted with my family I just feel like safe in my cozy room. I just want to stay away from people and be by myself idk just a urge of loneliness. I wish I had a therapist or something I just wanna talk about stuff I've been through or how I feel. My friends are I guess my therapists I guess they help me feel safe but I just feel like giving up on everything. I tend to make myself feel sad or mad or feel stressed for no entire reason. I get anxiety very often. I push people away but also wanna be with some people. I feel like I'm bipolar but that cant be true because I never snap for no reason I feel like sad all of a sudden then think happy then sad. It's like a emotional rollercoaster. I guess the age 12 gets to you being a tween or somethin idk. I'm in 6th grade still and I hoped I'd be with friends in school by now but now since the corona outbreak came I've been stuck home and now doing classes by home. Google classes suck they just do it's stupid. Next year ima be in 7th grade so before the outbreak I was stoked but now I just feel nervous and stressed. I play animal crossing to release stress. It calms me. My villagers just feel like friends they are my babies. Sprinkle is my queen. K.k slider is the king tbh. I just see myself spend about 2 hours or more on animal crossing new leaf on 3ds. (If yall have animal crossing new leaf please add me or somethin idk I'm lonely) anyways I play animal crossing pocket edition on my phone too. I want new horizons soooo bad......(;_;) well I kinda feel stressed and stuff so I think ima catch yall later or tomorrow idk help. .bye!!