UNKNOWN FEELINGS [SEBY]

Chapter 20

Just a short update but i'll try to update again later :'>  keepsafe sebycult!

Sela's POV

Kakauwi kolang sa bahay from school na pagod na pagod so umakyat ako agad papuntang room ko to change clothes and to review our lessons kanina because we have a upcoming exam next next week.

While i was busy reviewing, i heard a knock on my door i bet it's dinner time so i stand up and walk towards the door

"Oh cous? Kakain naba?" Tanong ko nang si mari ang nakita ko

"Ah no, mamayang onti padaw pero i want to say something to you first." She said so na intriga ako kaya pinapasok ko sya sa kwarto ko at umupo kami pareho sa kama. I think seryoso tong sasabihin nya

"Ok so what's the chika?" I asked and focus on her so that she can start

"I'm planning to go back to states tomorrow.." sambit nito

"Weh?! Bakit? Ang aga naman sis?" Tanong ko

"Yeah mag oone month nadin naman ako dito and i think naging masaya naman ako pero don't worry babalik din kami dito with my fam soon" she said trying to change the mood

"Really naging masaya ka? Oh don't me cous gusto mo pasyal pa tayo? San mo gusto pum--" she cut me off

"Hindi na cous may pasok kapa eh and mag papasukan nadin kami nyan siguro kapag free na tayong lahat pwede din sa reunion natin! But before i pack my things up, i wanna say something important to you" she said at bigla itong tumingin sa sahig..

"Uhm ano yon?" Tanong ko rito then humarap ito muli saakin at hinawakan ang mga kamay ko

"Take care of abby.." sambit nito na para bang ipinauubaya nya sakin si abby

"What do you mean?" I asked of confusion

"I know abby likes you sela..that day nung sinundan mo si abby nang papaalis na sya, i heard everything ..i heard that she loves you more than me now.. Sela i know this is kinda weird pero when abby says she likes you she meant it." Seryosong sabi ng pinsan ko

"Pero lahat naman ata ng babae nya sinabihan nya non" i said

"No, she cried diba? You saw her tearing at pinipigilan nya yon, i know when abby is serious or not..and i think she really likes you and even loves you." My cousin said. Eh anong gagawin ko neto??

Ano bang nangyayare sakin?! I want to confess my feelings pero hindi ko magawa! Kase hindi pwede

"Hey.. i know you have feelings for her too. I see how you look at her from the day i came here" nagulat ako nang marinig kong sinabi nya yon

"Pero mari..." hiya kong sabi

"Pero takot ka sa mga consequences? That's the first thing na pumasok sa isip ko nung umamin sakin si abby before, iniisip kodin kung paano kami tatanggapin ng parents namin specially ang family natin you know isang kahihiyan yon sa family clan natin pero you know what i realized? That i should have fought for abby before pero naduwag ako and naging selfish ako kaya ngayung gusto konang balikan lahat i thought kaya kopa but i'm too late..dahil ikaw na yung mahal nya ngayun sela" mari's speech made my heart beats so fast right now parang nag kakaroon tuloy ako ng lakas pero natatakot at the same time

Suddenly i felt a tear drops through my cheecks. I am starting to get emotional ngayon nang dahil lang sa isang babae YES BABAE i never thought na mangyayari to 'cause i've been wishing na hindi to mangyare someday, but look! It actually happened

This is the first time i feel my heart like this

I am surely inlove..

"Hey cheer up! Alam mo hindi mo kailangan seryosohin yung sinabi ko, i'm just saying na this para lang malaman mo kung gaano ka sincere si abby sayo ok?" Mari said while rubbing my shoulder so that i will stop crying

"But i-i don't know what to do"

"Ok ganito just to make both of you comfortable with your situation, pupuntahan ko si abby before ako umalis kakausapin ko sya about sainyo and then i want you two to drive me back to the airport bukas" mari said habang nakangiti pa

God she's so supportive even tho alam ko nasasaktan sya but she still manage to let abby and i be close together..

Oh shoot abby's all in my head rn

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