After. A Kalel And Anthony Story

Chapter 2 Things Are Going To Be Different Today

~Kalel's POV~

It's now 1:30, and I'm not tired. I let my mind wonder, I shouldn't have done that, and I thought of Anthony. It seems to me that's he's the only thing I think about.

I thought about everything we did together, WULAS, our dreams... Then I thought about how he was, did he miss me? Or did he forget me as soon as he left, and need on. Maybe he already found someone new and didn't even care about me. I shivered at that thought. I know it's selfish of me but I can't see him with anyone else. But I love him more than everything.

Buki jumped on my bed, stretched, and came over to my lap. She promptly sat on me. "Hey Buki" I said while petting her. Her just being here, not making me alone made me feel a little better. "Is it time for bed?" I said expecting no reply. I slowly moved Buki of my lap and went to bathroom.

Once I was in the bathroom I took of my clothes and put on my pajamas. Then I looked at myself in the mirror. I had bags under my eyes, I looked pale, and very skinny. "What happened" I asked myself. "Tomorrow is going to be different". For some reason I feel very confident in myself. I made my way into my bedroom.

Crawling in bed I also feel relaxed, I have been so stressed lately with everything that has been going on.
'Mental note: eat a good breakfast, lunch and dinner, maybe make plans with friends. You haven't had much human interaction in a while.' After that I drifted off to sleep.

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I woke up with Buki on my stomach. I smiled, and felt refreshed. I patted Buki of a little bit then checked the time. 9:13 my phone said. Just looking at my phone I could tell that Anthony did not text back. "Kalel don't let that bring you down, you can do this"I said to myself trying to boost my self-esteem. It worked. I picked up my phone, pulled the covers back and sat on the edge of the bed. On my phone I played my music to take my mode off my thoughts, at least for a little bit.

I started walking to my kitchen with Buki trailing. "Where's Mugi?" I said not expecting a reply, again because cats can't talk. I walking the big living room that is connected to the kitchen. I looked on the couches and Mugi laid on one. "Awww" I said quietly. 'Should I wake him? I don't really want to he's so cute all curled up' I thought to myself. 'Yeah I should I need to feed him anyways' I also said.

I walked over to Mugi and slowly picked him up. He started lifting his head. "Hi bb" I said as I pet his head. I walked over to where Buki's and Mugi's bowl is. I set him down and went for the cat food. My phone still playing music. "The one that got away" by Katy Perry played. I sang along while I was pouring the cat food in their bowls. I am trying very hard not to let the lyrics get to me because this is going to be a good day. I started walking to put the cat food back the the cabinet.

After I put everything away, I went to the fridge and pulled out some fresh strawberries and bananas. The I took out my blender and poured the fruit and some milk inside. I put the top on and start it. The noise startled me a little bit, but after a second I was fine. When it was done I poured the smoothy in a glass, and put a straw in it. I drank it and was happy with the outcome.

I grabbed my laptop and plopped on my couch. 'Maybe I should do a vlog' I said in my head. 'I could say something on twitter about it. Wait, I would need to say a something telling people that I'm not dead.' I brought up twitter on my phone and ignored all the tweets on my feed. I went over to my profile and saw that I still had descent amount followers. I started typing a tweet.

"Hey!!! I'm not dead! I just have been very busy and I need sometime to myself think. Anyways is any of you still are subscribed to 'Watch us Live and Stuff' I will be posting a vlog later today"

I followed up with

"I missed all of you sooo much, I'm glad to be back!!! 😘😘❤"

I refreshed my page and I already has 5 favorites and 4 retweets on the first one. "Wow!" I laughed "I really am glad to be back" I smiled at myself.