Small Spaces

Waking up

TW: Language, Mentions of Abuse, Manipulation, Any thing else just tell me plz!
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Lance's dream)
I peek out my window just a little. I can see some kids across the street playing. I smile maybe one day-"LANCE!" A voice yells snapping me out if my thoughts. I was harshly yanked back away from my window by my mother," What are you doing!?" She asks. She looks though my window to see what I was looking at she gasps," WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT THOSE TROUBLE MAKERS!? YOU WANT TO LEAVE DON'T YOU!!?" she yelled. I shake my head," No mama n-never-!" I start but get cut off my her grabbing hold of my wrist she stars dragging me towards my closet door," YOU AREN'T LEAVING ME! NOT LIKE YOUR FATHER OR THE OTHERS! YOUR GOING TO STAY WITH ME LIKE A GOOD SON!!" she yells. She opens the door and quickly shoves me in. She closes it and locks it from the outside," Why do you want to leave!? Am I not good enough?! Oh Lancy!" My mama wailed from the other side," no mama please i don't want to leave! I tried to tell her," No! You stay- you stay in there untill you've learned your lesson!" She yells. I hear her walking away," no mama please- I won't do it again- I don't want to leave please-"

"-let me out!" I yell bolting up. It takes me a second to relize where I am. I look around to see everyone else looking at me worriedly," G-Guys? What-what happened?" I asked worriedly," i-is something-' I start before Pidge cuts me off by takleing me in a tight hug. She stars to cry," we were worried Lance- you scarred us." She said quietly as she starts to cry. I hold her and rub circles on her back to calm her down. I look at the others," what-whats wrong?" I asked.
   The others glance at each other nervously. Then it hit me, everything that happened before I passed out," oh." I say simply.

  Kieth looks a little angry," oh? That's all you have to say?! Lance what the heck you were freaking out!" He said. I flinch from his loud voice. His glare softens.
   Pidge sniffles," Y-Yea.. we were worried..." She said looking up at me. I set her on the couch next to me. She lays her head on my lap," I'm sorry guys. I just really don't like small spaces.. it's reminds me of... Nevermind " I say quietly

Pidge's pov)

  We all look at Lance," it reminds you of what Lance?" I ask softly. Lance looks away, trying to look at anything but me and the others," Lance," I say sitting up nir," what does it remind you of?" I repeat in a more strict manor," I-It... It reminds me of my mama ok?" He says quietly. I look at the others," what do you mean by that Lance?" Shiro asks. Lance looks at his lap," please we want to help Lonce.." Allura says. Lance glances at her," it's.. it hard to explain.." he said," hey don't worry buddy we won't judge." Hunk says," Yes my boy, we only wish to help!" Coran says. Lance smiles a little bit," i-i know.." he says," Perhaps we could try something to help?" Allura says. We all look at her," What do you mean?" I ask," Well, there's this bonding excercise in the training room. The past Palidans used it, it's a memory share-er it shares your memories. Maybe you could show us Lonce?" She asked. We looked back at Lance," Will it hurt?" He asked hesitantly. Coran shakes his head," no my boy! It is painless!" He says. Lance thinks for a moment," I... I want to try it." He says.