Today, It Begins.

Like and Love

"He's so gwapo."
"Omg!"
"Please marry me na!"
"I'm willing to be yours forever! Kyaaah!

Tss. As if naman may forever. And gusto lang naman nila yan cause gwapo siya eh. Sama kaya ng ugali niyan. Hahahajoke. Ang bitter ko ba? Di naman ah. Naiinis lang kasi ako. Pinagtitilian nanaman ng mga babae yung boyfriend ko. Oo! Boyfriend ko siya! Argh. Gusto ko silang sabunutan.

"Oy sungit. Bakit nakasimangot ka na naman?"
"Ano ba?! Tigilan mo nga akong panget ka!" Nakakainis. Ngayon pa siya mangungulit eh nababanas nako.
"Hey. What's bothering you, Sab? You look
really mad. HAHAHA" aba?!
"What's funny huh?! Wanna die?" Oo. Mapapatay ko siya. Joke. Di ko siya mapapatay kasi ako na mismo yung patay na patay sa kanya. Boom! Hahaha. I know naman kasi na even if kami, di niya ako love. Tagos sa puso bh3. Hahahaha so jeje ✌️anyways, tanggap ko na hindi ako love ni Xander Montemayor. And I know na I'm just a dakilang rebound. Yep. Naging kami lang naman cause he asked me to help him move on. So yun, dahil mahal ko siya, nagthumbs up ako! Yie hahaha
"Uyyy. Sungit." Ayan na naman siya sa sungit sungit na yan.
"Ano ba?! Ang pangit mo. Layo ka nga sakin. Shoo!" Pagtataboy ko sa kanya. Hahaha nagtataka siguro kayo bakit para sakin pangit siya no? Kasi ganto yan hahaha kasi nga diba di nya ako love :(
"Pangit?! Ako pa talaga yung pangit eh. Ang dami dami kayang may gusto sakin." Oo nga eh. Kaya pati ako nagustuhan kita.
"Feeler."
"Ba! Atleast gwapo!"
"Ay ang kapal mo. Ang pangit mo kaya!"
"Grabe ka Sab. Ikaw lang nagsasabi na pangit ako :(" yuck. Nagpout siya. Mukha tuloy siyang bakla. Hahaha
"Totoo naman sinasabi ko e."
"Ganon? :( o sige. Alis nako." Umalis na siya tas naglalakad habang nakatungo.
Haaay.
Xander's POV
I immediately left her. Are my charms really not working on her? I don't think so. Any girl here can't resist it. I don't think she's an exemption.
"Hi babe!" Who's this girl?
"Do I know you?" I said that in a sarcastic way.
"yes you do babe. I'm your girlfriend, remember?" Girlfriend huh?!
"As far as I remember, you're not my girlfriend." I told her coldly.
"Hey. Xander. I'm really really sorry. I love you okay? You're my one and only. I haven't cheated on you. Promise. What you saw that day was just a big misunderstanding. So please, come back to me. Xander. I love you." She's crying. Tsss. I hate seeing girls cry. And wait, big misunderstanding? Really huh?!
"Get out of my way."
"Xander. Please."
"Get. Out. Of. My. Way."
"Come on Xander, I know you're still inlove with me. Don't make it hard for me please"
She's really getting into my nerves! Argh! Damn!

"SO WHAT HUH?! WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY?! GOD ALTHEA! IT'S BEEN A YEAR SINCE WE BROKE UP BECAUSE YOU CHEATED ON ME!"
"B-b-but I know you still love me Xander. "
"ENOUGH! Althea. Just please stop this nonsense. I admit. I still love you. But we can't fix this. I'm sorry."
"You still love me Xander. Ofcourse we can fix this. Please."
"I can't. I'm with someone right now. I can't leave her for you."
"Huh? You love me."
"I like her." I do. Ever since I'm with her I am happy. I feel complete. Dmn. So gay.

"Mas mabigat ang love kesa like Xander."
"You don't get it."
"I can't leave her. " yeah, I really can't.
"You're just being unfair with her. Gusto mo lang siya Xander. Alam mo yan sa sarili mo. And you can't love her because in the first place, ako naman yung mahal mo."

"Whatever. I'm leaving."
"Sure. Just think about your decision. Remember she loves you, but you don't love her. I mean you like her pala. Hahahaha ano kayang magagawa ng like mo? Hindi to facebook Xander. Don't play with her feelings."

After that, I can't utter a word. All I know, is that I walked away from her. Maybe she has a point. Maybe I'm just being unfair with Sab. But dmn! It's different when I'm with her. I feel comfortable. I feel like I'm myself. Whenever I see her cry, I wanna crash that bastards face who ever did that to her! But there's only one thing I am not sure of ---- that is my feelings for her. I know I like her, but love? I don't think so.