"No, I am not" he bluntly says. He lets out a heavy sigh with his arms crossed over his chest. What is his problem?
"Well, I am just going to take a shower, and I will be in bed" you grab clothes from your dresser and walk into the bathroom, given all of your necessities are in there.
Harry watches you with hawk eyes wondering why you are home so late. Harry starts to think if today was the day of the month when you had to work a long shift. He shook his head, remembering you had worked the first week of the month.
It doesn't seem long that you showered. You walk out only in Harry's shirt and your heart somewhat damp.
"You will never believe what happened to this patient earlier-" you were cut off by Harry.
"Look, I am tired. I am going to sleep now" he isn't showing any emotion.
"So why did you wait up for me if you are tired?" Harry wasn't normally this blunt with you when you get home from work.
"I just wanted to make sure and know you got home safe" Harry pulls his body down to fully lay on the bed, pulling the blanket over his shoulder, and turns to face the opposite side of where I lay.
You honestly don't know why he is so cranky. You shrug your shoulders because you don't want to start an argument.
You climb into bed and pull the blanket over your shoulder. You turn to face Harry, but then realize you're facing his back.
"I love you" you almost whisper it, not sure if he heard you.
"I love you too," he mumbles. You smile at his response. He can't be that mad at you, can he?
You close your eyes and let the sleep take over.
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You wake up to the sound of pans clashing, causing you to look at the clock that is on your stand that reads with green letters, 7:45 A.M.
You groan because you didn't have that much sleep given you came home around midnight, but took time for your body to fully go to sleep.
You move the blankets off of you and climb out of bed. You walk to the bathroom to brush your teeth and wash your face; a normal morning routine.
You walk down the stairs and each step is like an ache to your heart because you don't know how he is going to react. Is he in a good mood? Was he moody last night because he was tired?
Walking into the kitchen and seeing Harry making breakfast will never be new to you. Normally Harry would wait for me to wake up and we make breakfast together. Harry is wearing workout shorts with a hoodie and gym shoes. He hears the sound of your footsteps and turns to look at you.
"Good morning Harry" you smile in his direction. He returns with a tight smile that even isn't a full smile.
"Morning" he mumbles going back to pay attention to the delicious food which smells great by the way. Harry puts the food on a plate and nods for me to come and get it. I walk to him and grab my plate. I sit at the counter on the stool.
"We didn't talk like we usually do at night" I awkwardly said. I look up to find him intently looking at me. If looks could kill.
"I am going to the gym. You'll probably be gone from work by the time I get back. Have a good day at work" He says to you, kissing your cheek quickly.
You look at him confused because this is the second time he dismisses you.
"Okay, I love-" you call out to only hear the door slam loudly. "-you" you finish, slouching while picking at your food.
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"Alan, I don't know what is going on with Harry" You and Alan are on lunch. You normally take lunch before him, but he wanted to accompany you and you didn't mind.
"What happened anyway?" he chews on his fries. We went to grab a burger and fries. He dips his fries in ketchup and repeats the same actions.
"I don't know. I got home and walked to our room, and he was awake. I took and shower and tried to have a conversation like we always do before we go to bed and he dismisses me. He did that to me again this morning." you rant to Alan.
"Did he know you were working late last night again?" To come to think of it, you don't think he did.
"Now that I think of it, I don't think so. I know he knew when I worked late at the beginning of the month, but that's it." You take a bite of your burger after you tell him.
"Maybe he doesn't like the fact that he hardly sees you? I mean you are a full-time nurse. You do work long shifts and hardly ever home" he finally says which makes sense.
"I mean I guess that makes sense. I mean before I became a nurse, he was going all over the world, and don't get me wrong I understood completely and didn't make him choose between me and his passion for music. I am finally doing something for me" I sigh when I am done. I look up to meet in eye contact with Alan.
"I mean yeah true. It is probably finally hitting him that he is hardly seeing you. He probably doesn't even realize that what he is going through now of not seeing you is what you went through for so long" You didn't even think about that being a possibility.
"Okay, I will talk to him when I get home," you finish up your food.
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Should I do part 2? you don't have to comment, but I think I will be doing a part 2
I hope you all are enjoying it <33
kissy ,, alyssa
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