Bella's POV
I felt sun shining at my eyes I opened my eyes and closed them again because of the light as i was ready to open my eyes i felt this terrible headache.
Ughhh i'm so sick im thankful that its Saturday .
I got out of bed and i realised that im stil in my dress from yesterday.
Wait how the fuck did i get here did i drive while being drunk again.
You know i go like almost everyday to the club and sometimes I'm just to dumb to go without an uber and i drive drunk home .
What surprise me the most is that i never got in trouble or killed someone i guess i really got angels with me .
I hopped in the shower and when i was done i put a robe on.
I went downstairs and i saw Ella making me breakfast i already saw aspirin and water on the table as Ella always knew that I partied almost everyday i said Almost.
Hey Ella i greeted her
'No don't hey Ella me' she said angry while cooking breakfast
'Why ' i said confused
'What did i tell you about driving drunk Bella you have to be more responsible ' she said angry
'Yeah yeah i know im sorry it wont happen again' i said while eating my pancakes
'No dont say that nonsense i've heard it before you dont listen '
I kept quiet at the speech that she always gave me
'Bella dont you realise that that's dangerous you can injure someone or worse get yourself killed this going out thing everyday is getting out of the hand Bella ' she yelled at me
I was not taken aback by her yelling since she almost yelled at me every time i went out and thats almosy every week but hey a girl likes to party.
' Ella it was the last time i promise i was not trying to get drunk i swear the next time i'll go with an uber ' i said
'No Bella you are making me promises you can't keep do you want me to one day fund you dead and have to cal your parents with the news' she yelled at me
I started to get emotional
'Ella don't act like they would care it only would be better for them they could live their lives without having to pay all this shit' i said
'Bella you know that they love you their just busy people , im. Sure that they care eve though they don't show it the right wau you know they do' she whispered
I felt angry about what she said
'how can you even say that' i said
'Bella' she sighed
' no don't Bella me , you say that they care you don't know how i lived these years as a child i cried everyday waiting for my parents to give me some love thinking it was my fault they didn't give me affection like al the kids in school till i realised that their fucking job is way more important than their fucking child.
You shouldn't even be the one yelling at me for my actions that's the parents job . I lived my whole live like i fucking live on my own i am alone the whole fucking time the only shit i see from them is their fucking money. I had to learn about live from other people from my friends parents where the fuck were mine at the time living their own lives . I yelled crying
Ella remained silent with tears in her eyes
I chuckled
You know al these years i tried to be the best daughter i can be i have straight A's I don't fuck around like a whore i dress appropriate i'm no shame to them and they still don't fucking care so if i would die the only person that would be hurt is you Ella' i looked at Ella's face and saw some tears rolling down her cheeks.
I got up and left to my room i laid on my bed and i didn't even cry about my fucked up parents i did that too many times i'm still making something of myself
I was thinking about what i should do today i think i'm going to swim a bit in the pool and then make some homework i guess
I got up and went to my closet to pick a bikini out i decided to wear my dior bikini that was new
