Yes,it's my body but not what i ever wanted to see....I see that hair of mine which goes all the way to my waist but it's my mother's choice to keep it that long and colour it brown.That pink chapstick on my lip is my sister's favourite and long sleeved shirt with knee covering skirts are my father's order....
After all this finally i think i could at least be me when i am out of the house but no i can't😧😧😧 i talk less with my guy friends just to make sure that the neighbours around my house won't go around saying that i am a flirt and i suppress all those talks that i would have had with my guy friends if only they weren't their....Yeah i am scared of their harsh look and their cruel talks that would all come out because of my simple act that might seem not right in their eyes....When i am finished with my classes i try to get home as soon as possible just to shut the mouth of those people who might talk behind my back....yeah i don't have time to chill with my friends,i don't stay by to have chatpate(a spicy fastfood in my country),i refuse to walk to home and rather take a bus to lessen the time in order to reach home fast and present myself as an obedient child,and a girl who is imperfectly perfect..........
But deep inside😧😧😣i know that this is just not so me but i can't help being this girl
ESTÁS LEYENDO
It's not me
De TodoYou all know there are times when u are pressurized to be the way how others want to see us.....this is the time when i feel it's totally not me....and that makes me hella exhausted😑😑
