Fame, Money, Feelings

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"Yeah we'll be doing the interview tomorrow at 8:00pm" the lady told me thru the phone
"Thank you have a good day! Bye bye" I hang up and sigh. These last days I've been really stressed, I've been crying myself to sleep and just acting like nothing is wrong but everything... is wrong I have to deal with Playlist coming in like 2 weeks then this interview and Tony and Addison situation and the Tayler confessing his feelings I just can't. Addison called me today and told me if we can meet up and we'll I just wanna get this over with. I look all over the coffee shop and see Addison sitting outside waiting for me
"Hey" I say sitting down
"Oh hey" she puts her phone down
"What's up?" I look at her
"Well Maya I've been feeling like shit these days and I really want to you to forgive me. I don't know what came to me and just was all over Tony. I-I think I was jealous of your relationship with Tony" she puts her head down
"Why? You have Bryce " I look at her with a dirty look
"It's just Bryce and I lately have had some problems and I don't know I guess I got jealous" she looked up at me with sad eyes
"Addison, I've been going thru a lot and I just don't know what to do, I'm going crazy!" I laugh sarcastically
"I-you know what just forget it just stop saying sorry the damage is already done and we can't do anything about it" I point out
"What do you mean?" She was confused
I sigh "I'm saying that we are friends ok I'm done with this bullshit" I simply say
"Wait what really?" She was shocked
"Yes Addison I'm done I can't anymore I have so much stress and you and Tony coming every time just, gots me going crazy" I wanted to tear up
"Thanks maya" she gives me a little smile
"But nothing will be the same now" I glare at her and her smile kinda disappears
"I know that" she said putting her head down again.
I came back from the Coffee shop and take off my shoes, I was about to sit down when the doorbell rings and I groan, I open the door and see Tayler
"Hey Maya" he smiled
"Hey Tay" I smile back and let him come in
"Any plans for today" he puts his hands in his pockets
"No not really" I pout
"Do you wanna maybe come to the Hype House?" He gave me soggy eyes
"Tayler" I whine
"What? Cmon" he said grabbing my arm and shaking it
"Fine" I look up at him and he smiles, I put my shoes and head to the House. On the way there he seemed happy
"What's wrong with you today?" I raise and eyebrow
"Why?"he giggled
"You almost never smile, what's going on" I giggled with him
"Oh nothing it's just that since I spoke about my feelings for you I'm feeling better" he said, I totally forgot about that for a moment....
"Oh" my mouth just said
"Is something wrong?" He asked worried
"Oh no it's just that.. Tayler you know what Us can't happen?" I awkwardly say
"Oh- yeah, yeah it's just that since I got that off my chest it felt better that's all" I could see the hurtness in his eyes
"I'm sorry" I let out a little whisper
"But we are still good ass friends" I say putting my head on his shoulder while he's driving
"I know" he smiled and kissed the top of my head...
I open and see the hole crew
"Maya!" Everyone screams and comes to me
"Ok ok chill guys" I chuckled hugging all of them
"We haven't seen you in so long" Avani pouted
"I'm sorry, it's just that you know with all these stuff going I can't, I don't feel like doing nothing" I sigh
"What stuff" they asked me confused.
Fuck... I didn't told them nothing about my dad