Broken Strings

When the Only way is to Face it Heads on.

"So what brought you here?" Beam not wasting his time to ask for the sudden visit.

"Hmnn the last time, it was really not a good meeting, I am afraid you misunderstands." Forth

"Yah, you avoided me like I am a plague." Beam acting sardonic.

" It's not like that Beam, I am just not sure if you are ready to welcome more troubles." Forth

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"Maybe you are right Forth.  I cannot afford to be in a ruckus entanglement now. I need to prioritize my daughter."

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"Then I am afraid , I have to change your mind. I am here to win you back Beam." Unceremoniously... Forth is his outmost determination.

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"Hey Forth, are you crazy? Its been three years, what made you think that  I still want you?" Beam

"You don't? Even a little Beam?"  Forth stands up, and start to walk near Beam.

Beam remains calm.Trying not to be affected by Forth, who is now trapping him side by side with his arms while he remain seated on the couch.

" Forth it's very  wrong to harass someone at their very own house." Beam on his flat tone.

" I am not harassing you Beam, I will never use force on you. I call this...
seducing." Forth

Beam pushes Forth's chest and stand up. He has enough of this.

"Forth,  just stop your nonsense and go home.  I am tired and I just want to prepare my baby to sleep. You are not in the position to just come here and spout all things you want. We are over Forth. " Beam still trying to calm his nerves.

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But Forth already expect this rejection from Beam , still he need to  show his sincerity to Beam.

Forth took another step closer to Beam took his right hand and hold  it with both of his hands.

Beam cannot even take it back. Forth is holding his hands tight. He is kissing it endlessly.

"Forth stop! This will not change anything!  Just go home Forth. Don't push me to hate you." Beam

"My home is that shared apartment I stayed with you Beam. And I don't want to stay there without you. " Forth

" Forth you have multiple houses!!! For sure you are staying somewhere now, since you start disappearing. Or better yet go back to your parent's house. Lam told me you haven't been back for two years now." Beam

" That is not  my home Beam. Anywhere as long as you are there will  feel more likely like home. " Forth

"Forth!!! What part of the the statement 'we broke up'  is hard to understand?! We should not even be having this  kind of conversation now!" Beam

"Beam... you told me before 'a part of you will always love me' ...I am just reclaiming that love Beam. Regardless of how hard will it brings to me. See, I am nothing without you Beam. I start my career because you encourage me to try it, you become my number one fan. Now I cannot even see anymore reason to do it." Forth

"Forth I love to see you perform. You shine and you look so happy performing. But you also know how your career affects me Forth. I don't want to   experience that again Forth. So Please, just let me live in peace." Beam

"I won't disappoint you this time Beam. I cannot even find the joy of singing now. Its no use, without you. And fuck I regretted doing show business. Please just let me correct it this time. I won't fail you again baby I promise. " Forth still peppering kisses on Beam's hand.

Beam sighs, he is reminded of the Forth he first love in college. A very stubborn and will driven Forth. He is scared, Forth is a capital TROUBLE    that will surely blow up in the near future. He wonders if it was right decision to come back. Or should he pack and leave again. In anyways He knows Forth will not easily make him escaped.

Beam scratches his forehead, he don't even know what to tell Forth, this Forth in front of him now  is the old Forth; the leader of the pack of wolves.

But he has to admit those gazes that Forth has for him always give him good feeling that he felt shy and needed to distract himself with other things.

" Are you sure this flush toy is for my daughter? A wolf for a girl?" Beam who sounds sarcastic.

"Why isn't it cute? This wolf will protect her. I just thought that maybe  your daughter is just like you, who loves wolf " Forth

"Damn Forth! How dare you to even tease on this matter.  When are you going to leave? I need to rest Forth. This has been a long day at the hospital, and my baby is waiting for me." Beam

"Then see you tomorrow Beam. I'll pick you up." Forth

"And when did I ever agree to that? Are you crazy people can recognize you!" Beam

Forth just shrugs.

"And how did you even  know my schedule? " Beam

Again Forth just shrug.

"Damn you with your ways! " Beam

Beam is feeling dizzy, Forth is blocking his good brain to come up with a solution to disperse him and not to bother him anymore. Still he feels this is a hopeless case.  The least he can do is to minimize the damage.

"Don't come to the hospital. I don't know what  Phana and Kit reaction will be. I don't want the three  of you to cause a scene. And I know you will only attract attention. Just have dinner with me tomorrow here." Beam as he accept his defeat.

" Okay." Forth hides his smile. Slowly. One step forward. Are words playing on his mind at this very moment.

Forth knows Beam can do a lot of precaution measures if he don't really want him to come near him, and because he is letting it loose like this, he is feeling hopeful. He will take this chance.

Get hurt while fighting for Beam or forever lost Beam .Both will bury Forth six feet under, but Forth chooses to get hold of that small chance of getting Beam back. He knows Beam, he is not directly telling him thlat he don't love him anymore. Beam is just afraid of loving him once again. The complication last time with his family and career is just too much. But Forth is clear headed now, he knows who to choose .

He learned his lesson. He learned that people should not impose their own will and happiness to others. Not even parents to their child, or fans to an artist. People who truly loves him should care without their own selfishness . They should respect the person who he chooses to love. Leave or stay. Love him or hate him. He don't care anymore. What important is Beam and  he don't even care if he will hurt a lot  along this decision; including his family.

And he will  do full precaution just so Beam and his Baby will not be harm this time. Forth's Blood is raging, he feels that the tyrant head hazer Forth is being reborn.

He is stupid for letting things go this far between him and Beam. And damn he regrets it too much. Let hell break loose but he is not giving up Beam this time.

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Forgive the grammar and typos, sometimes I am just too lazy to check.🐷

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