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This be my life Matey!

Have you ever been in love? The type of love that consumes you? It takes over all your senses, leaves you confused, disoriented, finding it hard to breath?

Did you not know you were in love?

That's me. How did I not know!!?? How does someone not know this!.

Probably since I convinced myself we were just friends. Hell he calls me sis. Everyone calls me sis.

Maybe I should start from the beginning.

My name is Kat Sullivan. I am 35 years old and I am a professional babysitter....

Ok my actual job title is production manager, but with the people I work with its like I am babysitting adults 24 7.

I started working in the entertainment industry when I was 20 years old. My professor at my university recommended me for the job to one of his old students Pete Wentz. I started out as an assistant and move up very quickly to the point where I was running everything on tour for Pete's band Fall out Boy. When I was 22 Pete brought me into meet this new band he was signing to his label Fueled by Ramen. It was a group of 4 teenagers that were originally a cover band for Blink 182.

Flashback 2005

"Serious Kat, these guys are going to need all the help they can get, they are green!"

I sighed, resting my head on my desk. I didn't need anymore work. I had classes plus FOB to deal with.

"Ill pay you more..."

This perked me right up. After all I have student loans.

"When do you want me to meet them?" I asked switching the phone from my right to my left so I could grab my planner.

" Right now" Next thing I knew my office door opened and Pete walked in followed by 4 very young men. Emo scene was hot in 2005, and these boys were making it work for them. Dark hair pushed in front of eyes, more eyeliner then I was wearing. This I was use to though working PR for FOB. I glared at Pete for a hot second before smiling at the 4 young men standing in front of me.

"This is Brendon, Ryan Spencer and John. They are Panic! at the Disco."

/2013/

"SIS, SIS, SIS, SIS" I could hear someone running down the hall towards my office. I knew exactly who it was before the door swung open. Brendon is the only one who can yell my nickname at the top of his lungs and get away with it. 27 years old, and acts like a 10 year old, this is my Brendon.

"I gotta go Pete, Brendon is here bellowing for me. What is going on now??"

"I have no idea, probably something about the new tour." Pete said laughing at me though the phone. "Have fun"

"Fuck you" pressing the disconnect button on my office phone I watched as Brendon Urie flung my door open. It smacked against the wall with a thud and a crack. There goes the wood paneling behind the door. I really need to get a door stopper...

"Whoops sorry sis, ill get it replaced." Brendon said, tossing himself on the couch in my office. I bought it 6 years ago for this exact purpose. When we were in town he seemed to spend a good 60% of his time bothering me in my office.

"Whats up Bren?" I leaned forward on my desk putting my chin in my hands.

"Hear me out, Fire cannons!"

This has been my life for the last 9 years since I met him. When FOB when on Hiatus in 2009 I was working as part time project/PR manager for Panic and then in 2011 signed on full time about the time Vices and Virtues came out and Ryan and John left. Dallon came on as bassist after that. He's a favorite of mine. I love his wife and their babies. I was happy working PR separate from tour life but Brendon convinced me to come on full time with Panic and I couldn't say no.

I have a hard time saying no to him.

Back to reality.

"For a video or tour?" I asked him, my expression set to horrified to say the least. I can just imagine this boy with a fire cannon anywhere around him. He would probably try to ride it at some point.

"For tour!" He stated stretching out on my couch getting comfortable. This was a sign to me that he thought I worked too much for the day and now I must entertain him. I knew this too well.

I hit a button on my desk phone "Sam I'm done for the day, take messages till morning" I told my personal assistant. Brendon grinned up at me.

"Don't get too cocky, I still have paperwork but I'm listening, and what are you planning on doing setting the mannequins I just ordered for you on fire?"

The Save Rock and Roll tour was going to start in a month. FOB, Panic and Twenty one Pilots would be Touring together for the month of Sept. I would be doing management for both FOB and Panic for this tour and I was really not looking forward to it. Instead of trying to handle 4 I would need to handle 8 with the FOB boys thrown in the mix.

"Hey there's an IDEA!"

"No"

"Na Im just joking anyway about fire cannons, I just wanted to come bug you." Sitting up he smiles at me. "Come see a movie with me!"

"Brendon! Some of us have jobs that are 9 to 5 you know." Standing up behind my desk, knowing it was pointless to argue with him. He got what he wanted. My attention.

"Ya but you told Sam you were done with calls for the day." He said grabbing my hand and leading me out of the office. I barley had time to grab my bag from under my desk.

"Besides, when has your job with us EVER been 9 to 5?"

Asshole has a point.