crawling back to you

ii. selfish (m)

jisoo has a thing for tall girls, but the only tall girl that really stuck around was chaeyoung, and jisoo realized this as she stared at her three month girlfriend in front of her, who was barely eating her toast, instead she was focused on ranting about something—honestly, it was too blurred out for jisoo, she zoned out and had no idea what it was about at that point.

she should just break up with her and spare her the heart break; jisoo wasn't even faithful, she always comes back to chaeyoung, since everyone couldn't seem to get to chaeyoung's level when it comes to fucking.

"jisoo, are you even listening to me?"

"yeah—" jisoo blinked and straightened up, "sorry, just really fucking tired."

soojoo smiled sweetly, shook her head, "no, it's fine."

"you should finish your food,"

it wasn't long after before they walked in the park, then jisoo walked soojoo to her older sister's house, since she promised to help her clean up. jisoo wanted to help, but she really was tired from all the fucking she did the night prior. so when they reached the door of soojoo's sister, she kissed soojoo goodbye and left.

as jisoo walked her way home, she made sure to get chaeyoung some food, her favorite, and then with her eagerness to see the blonde, as if she wasn't with her the whole night, she started jogging towards her apartment building.

in the back of jisoo's mind, she was thinking that maybe chaeyoung had already left and got bored, but when she opened the door to her studio-type flat, she was glad to see that chaeyoung was still soundly asleep on her bed.

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she placed the food on her kitchen island and softly got on the mattress, she left a soft kiss on chaeyoung's head and kissed her until she woke up.

chaeng smiled at her brightly, then captured her lips and lazily made out there, jisoo slipped her hand beneath the baggy shirt chaeng was wearing and immediately cupped her breast, palmed it, causing a moan to leave chaeng's lips.

"i keep thinking about you," jisoo whispered as she began to trail kisses along chaeyoung's jawline.

"what did you think of?" she asked while she wrapped her long legs around jisoo's waist.

"you— eating cereals, and then i start teasing you while you do, and i began to finger you, but you get mad 'cause you know how you are with your food."

chaeng pouted, "hey!"

jisoo laughed. "i brought food"

then the pout was gone and got exchanged with a smile, "you're the best." chaeyoung detached herself away from jisoo and ran off to where the food was placed, she ate almost immediately, not wanting to waste anymore moment.

a small smile crept its way on jisoo's tiers as she observed the younger girl. she was eating with so much enthusiasm that it filled jisoo's heart with joy. her happiness was jisoo's happiness.

that thought was enough to spark the question that always echoed in the back of her mind: why isn't she with chaeyoung instead?

it runs too deep, it was complicated to put things simply and to further explain it, chaeyoung has commitment issues.

jisoo supposed that was valid, chaeyoung knows that she and jisoo are not supposed to be doing this, fucking around. they should have ended their set up the moment jisoo got a girlfriend, but chaeng was selfish she loved it when she have jisoo wrapped around her finger and jisoo had no self control whatsoever. jisoo can't even stay committed to her actual girlfriend, how much more to chaeyoung if they do start a relationship together.

would there be a difference?

despite those points, it was hard to let jisoo go. so she took this, it was safer this way, she wasn't risking herself getting hurt (to hell with the person who's collateral damage, she didn't know them anyway.)

"coffee for your thoughts?" jisoo asked as she pushed a freshly brewed cup towards chae.

chaeyoung shook her head, "nothing, it's nothing."

"bullshit,"

chaeyoung rolled her eyes.

"you're feeling guilty aren't you?" jisoo pressed on.

chaeng stayed silent.

"there's no need to, i was the one who called."

chaeyoung let out a sigh, "exactly, the moment you got with soojoo you didn't call, i was actually beginning to feel proud of you 'cause it seems like you aren't gonna relapse and cheat." a snort leaves her mouth, "but alas, you're bored of the poor girl already."

if this was somebody else, jisoo would have been offended, "how can i not be? no pussy can compare to yours,"

another eye roll from chaeyoung, but she leaned forward and captured the older girls. "hun, please shut the fuck up, your words aren't smooth, it's cringey." and she broke into a laugh.

in retaliation, jisoo pecked her lips and bit it quite roughly, instead of fighting back, chaeyoung moaned and wrapped her arms around jisoo. fuck—

there was no escape. jisoo now sucked on her lower lip, causing for a pleased moan to leave from chaeyoung. "for real, it's hard not to crave for you, not to want you."

they meet each other's eyes and soon chaeyoung is naked and splayed out on the counter top, thighs apart and her cunt glistening wet. jisoo's mouth watered, her face gravitate in between chaeyoung's thighs, her tongue jutted out as she gave out kitten licks on the other's sensitive nub.

chaeyoung's hands moved down to grab a hold of jisoo's hair, her mouth slightly ajar as jisoo let her tongue lick the expanse of chaeyoung's folds. jisoo hums against her cunt, and chae feels the vibrations, which only heightened the euphoria pumping through her veins.

"unnie," she moaned and that made something in jisoo snap, she brought two of her fingers pressed against chaeng's cunt, "please, just—" jisoo smirked and moved her fingers away from her, "fuck, please just get inside me!" her impatience bursted and this amused jisoo to no end and to humor chaeng, whose body is quivering with want, she finally pushed her digits in, slowly and goodness, chaeng loved it. but she wasn't going to let jisoo know that, hence her teeth digged into her lips, to stop herself from releasing any pleasured sounds.

jisoo didn't have to hear to know this was bringing the younger to the edge though, soon she entered another digit. and perhaps chaeyoung spoke too soon, "is that all you can give?" because right after the words left her mouth, jisoo immediately slammed all her four fingers in chaeng's tight snatch. "baby!"

"not at all," jisoo whispers while a smirk dances along the edges of her mouth, she presses a kiss against chaeyoung's clit before she begins to suck and lick it alternately. she tastes so good and jisoo's an addict, always craving her. the withdrawal on chaeyoung is so bad, sometimes she stays up trying to remember the way she tastes, only to try and wash her out with soojoo's own lips. it's difficult though, it is chaeyoung's she has known and loved.

so when chaeng squirts onto jisoo's mouth, quivers to no end under her touch, jisoo is in heaven.