He Was Never Mine [COMPLETED]

T W E N T Y F O U R

Tammy's POV

"Where are you taking me?" I asked Troye, he made me cover my eyes with an eye mask, he told me that we are going somewhere fun.

"It's a surprise, don't take the cover away or else you will spoil the fun," He said, I can imagine him grinning widely.

It has been 2 weeks since I last talked to Devian, yes, I was kinda dumb to invite him on our wedding after he confessed what he felt, I wasn't really thinking straight that day. He texted me a goodbye text and apologizes because he didn't formally said goodbye the day he left me at the restaurant.

Well, after the talk, I felt sad and guilty. I knew Troye felt that, I tried to lift up my mood but guilt was eating me. I wasn't used to turning down people, because I grew up uplifting other people, agreeing to their concerns, and giving chances.

I am aware that nobody deserves what I had gone through, but I chose to forgive him and not to hold grudges, I am aware that nothing is going back to normal between Dev and I because forgiveness does not always mean that we had to reconcile. I am doing this because I wanted to start something new with Troye and I won't let my past keep haunting me.

And as for Devian, I hope that he would find his own happiness, the one whom he will love and will love him back the way that he deserves, I knew that he's already changed, a good change in fact, and I'm wishing for him to keep doing good and move on from everything.

I took a deep breath and erased what's bugging me, I have to think about how to tell Troye what I just found out recently. Well, that thought made me a lot more nervous than I was excited for the surprise that he planned.

"You're making me nervous, you know?" I jokingly said, he just chuckled and held my hand tightly.

"You'll love it, don't worry," He replied, I can feel his heartbeat from his pulse, it was rapid, he's excited.

We were walking for about five minutes already, and I am getting more curious about this surprise of his. I never get used to his surprises, but he always makes sure that it was something sweet and something that I would love. 

There is this one time after my last session with my psychologist, he surprised me with a bouquet of roses and even bought a new comfy clothes for me to wear, He used his pick up truck and placed blankets, coolers, and anything that a movie night needed at the back of the car, he made it so special for me, we watched my favorite movies even though I already know all the lines. He is aware that I am not a fond of elegant dinner nor fancy thingies so his efforts are always on point and made sure that his plans were clever and sweet.

"We are already here," he announces and lets go of my hand slowly. "You can now take off your blindfold,"

I slowly took off my blindfold and blinked for a little bit, I noticed that we were at the clubhouse of the subdivision, he rented one of the biggest gazebos in it. There are a lot of fairy lights from where I am standing, he ran towards the table and stood at the entrance of the gazebo while holding a bouquet on his right arm. I slowly walked towards him and smiled.

"I knew you were feeling upset, and I hope this dinner would make you feel better," he said while scratching the back of his head, I smiled widely and jumped on him to hug him tightly, I kissed him on his lips a little longer before looking at him directly.

"Thank you love," I said while grinning, I wonder if he would be surprised about what I found out last Monday, I think it would be the best time to tell him the great news. 

He sets up a steak and wine dinner in front of us, it was the best.

"You cooked this, right?" I asked as I tasted the steak, he really cooks well and for years that he's been cooking for me, I can already distinguish if it was made by him.