Gwen-averse x reader

Part 0.5 whats her name

A/n: hay guys and gals this is important so please read this simple text then go on to the story. so this is going to get dark like really dark so prepare for that. Another thing is y/n has mental problems in this world and if he get pushed a lot he will end up cracking and may kill some one ... or a few *evil laughter* anyways here are the warning. Oh and Gwen pools real name is Gwen pool check it up it a fact her father name is ted pool and her moms name is Martha pool.

Warning ⚠️ this chapter will have: school shooting, suicidal thoughts, self harm, harming of others, and over all fucked up shit if you don't want to see any of this I'll give you and out right now |y/n will die in this chapter and be brought back in the comic book universe| if you continue reading this I will go into more detail on how y/n died it won't be pretty again it will be messed up if you read on form here with that out of the way please in Joy my darkness

We start

y/n pov

"To days the day I will finally tell Gwen my true feelings for her" I tell myself trying to calm my nerves Gwen and I have know each other for years. she the one who got me into comic books. Even if they still not my thing I'm happy to spend time and read with her. She was my first crush, she help me when I don't study, and over all she is just the greatest thing to happen to my life. I just can't help but imagine her amazing smile she always put on.
Nearing her house I knocked on her door Gwen dad open the door "good morning mr.pool" I said like every day he chuckles and said "good morning y/n and I told you to call me ted my future son-in-law should know my first name" he jokes he's one of the few who knows about my crush "I will when I change my last name to pool" I joked back it was an inside joke we some times make saying Gwen wouldn't change her last name so I would have too. "Is Gwen here?" "She in her room go on ahead" I walked in and headed to her room seeing it empty I just sat on her bed and waited after a few hours have passed and she still not her I went down stairs and asked where she was "she's not in her room?" "Nope haven't seen her sense I got here" he looked at me worried and almost I immediately had the same expressions

*time skip brought to you by chibi Gwen pool and chibi y/n riding on her dirt bike and shooting*

It been a few days sense Gwen been missing every one was losing hope and when I heard her parents was holding a funeral for her my hope has died along with it but I didn't want it too. It was a small thing not lasting longer then 5hour I put our comic booking in the casket. My heart hurt it hurt so bad that I couldn't breathe everything became so surreal I thought if I just sleep it would be all a bad dream yeah that it a bad dream... yet it continues after the first week I knew the dream was real even if it was real I kept looking and after that looked at her grave then repeating at the second week I saw ted he seemed to be happier which I found a little weird but I thought nothing of it so I went to talk to him "hay mr.pool" "hay y/n good evening what are you doing out" I chuckled "still out looking" what he said caught me off guard "looking for what?" "...you know" "sorry I don't" I went to tell him what I wa- wait what was I looking for I began to panic and I guess it was visible "y/n what's wrong" he said but it felt wrong "I-I I'm fine I-I need to go" then I walked away what was I doing for the past 2 weeks what have I been looking for I decided to retract my step backed to the graveyard to one particular grave " Gwen pool" that name meant something to me but for the life of me I couldn't remember what. It clicked I panic even more how could I forget. Am I Forgetting. oh god what is happening without thinking I grabbed my pocket knife and carved the name into my forearm trying not to forget her beautiful smile when I was done I looked at the blood covered name in my arm and I headed home my eyes threatened to water up as seconds turned to minute. I got home not saying a word and head to bed but couldn't sleep I was so afraid if I fall a sleep I would forget her until the sun came up. I had to go to school but... couldn't live another minute without her. I won't live with out her I thought maybe it time surely if everyone forgot her they can forget me too right... just in case I'll say my good byes and head to the back of my school with my dad's gun. And so I put my plan into action I got my thing and told my parents good bye and that I love them then head to my school to tell my friends good bye too.

Time skip

The last bell had rung and I head to get my back then to the back of school until I heard someone I really hated Gwen's ex he was flirting with some slut i payed no mind to them

Slut: stop~ don't you have a girlfriend
Gwen's ex: who that slut I barely remember her name so that must mean she isn't important I bet no one remembers that sluts name" he then turns to me I wanted him to hurt "ain't that right y/n I bet you can't remember that sluts name do you" I had enough of this prick then in the back of my mind I heard a voice 'you have the firepower to make him shut up and shut him up for good~. Why don't we put him to the place he belongs' so I listen to the advice

Y/n: "yeah I remember that "sluts" name. I also remember that "sluts" funeral. And do you want to know what else I remember" I asked almost crazily
Gwen's ex: w-what
Y/n: I also remember I had this *pulls out gun and shoot his head laugh then point it at the now screaming blood cover girl* aww don't worry you won't be waiting to long for him~ * shoots the girl and points it the other people and continue to fire it until one bullet is left* look here every one because this will all one day be all a bad dream * laugh crazily then points it to his head and pulls the trigger* 'huh so it just goes dark' was the last thought before dying

A/n: wow that uh just wow I don't think I like this darkness in my mind so uh yeah next chapter I will tell you how we got to the marvel comic universe and a little bit of what that voice was. So yeah

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