Sometimes you wanna change things
Sometimes you want to fix things that you destroyed
Sometimes you blame yourself because
You think its all your fault
Sometimes you feel weaker and weaker everyday
Sometimes you wanna let go
Sometimes you wanna end it all so you'll never feel the pain
Sometimes you feel like your alone
Sometimes you don't wanna be you anymore
Sometimes the past haunts you
Background
Your the one who takes all the group photos
Your the one who ends up not talking in the back
Your the one everyone looks up to for advice but never asks how they feel
Your the one who feels alone no matter how many people are in the crowd
Your the one who has a past that can never be forgotten no mater how many drugs you take
Your the one who always begs for forgiveness because you feel bad about every action you do
Your the one to take a bullet for everyone around you no matter how much they abused you
Your the one to die at the end of every movie and you can't change a thing about it no matter
How hard you try not to be the one in the background
Inside
Your mind races with thoughts constantly no matter how much you try to calm down your anxiety doesn't get any better.
Your soul feels so drained and it feels more beaten than ever before
Your mind tells you how terrible you are
You never felt this confused.
You never felt this lost feeling
The feeling where all hope i lost
The feeling where you feel like you can't trust anyone
The feeling where life feels useless
You feel beyond useless
You feel like the world is against you
You feel like its all over when its only the beginning of this long lasting pain
Your mind feels like its going to end itself
You feel trapped within yourself
Forever
Sins
Im sorry
Im sorry i hurt you
Im sorry i destroyed you
Im sorry i did what i did
Im sorry that i made you cry
Im sorry i didn't try hard enough
Im sorry the roses weren't red enough
Im sorry i couldn't save you from myself
Im sorry i told you my demons
Im sorry that i let you down
Im sorry..
