Falling in love was a mistake.

     So of course, like every other time, I feel for someone, *hard*, and then it didn't end well. This isn't like, an unlikely occurrence for anyone, but honestly I think that I should avoid this kind of thing. Not cause love is dead or anything, but just cause it's not good, like mentally. It's draining. It's distracting. It hurts. I can't just do this when I have school, it becomes this huge thing that inhibits me from thinking or concentrating. I think I should wait honestly, ya know, like when I'm older and actually mentally mature, when I have a better grasp on my feelings and don't breakdown so easily (like RIGHT NOw, oof), I would like that. So it wouldn't hurt as much, ya know? And maybe I could get over people quicker too.

I say that, but if I get the chance, I'd do it again, and again, and again. Love makes you feel so happy, especially in the moment. Even though the feeling you get when it's force to stop isn't ever worth it.