(English ver) I'm (Not) Allow to Love You // 널 사랑할 수 없(있)어

I'm (Not) Allow to Love You Part 5

"Are you sick?"

"It's okay miss, what are we talking about now?"

"Never mind, let's go home. I think we also won't be able to speak until finish because it was night already. Unless we need to stay," I laugh and closing the laptop.

"I don't mind staying with a miss," he said bluntly, "or we can continue in your apartment miss."

I almost hit his head, but at the end I was just stroking the top of his head.

"Don't tease me, Heo Chungdae."

Chungdae laughing and I'm relieved to hear he had looked like himself again.

"Are you sure you are not sick? Do you have any trouble?"

Chungdae looked thoughtful for a moment. I'm almost sure he would say something, but the next moment he shook his head.

"I'm okay miss. Don't worry."

"Remember you can come and talk to me anytime. And about anything, okay?"

"So it's okay for me to go to your place?" he asked, lowering and rising his eyebrows.

I roll my eyes as I cleared my desk while he cleared his papers.

"What I'm saying is let's go home together miss."

"All right. After all, we both had to take the subway."

We both walked while chatting lightly and suddenly I remembered of his project.

"Oh yes, where is your project? Deadline is in three days."

Chungdae slapped his forehead with a bang sound, "miss! Thank God I'm reminded. I almost forgot."

"I will not accept your project if you're late."

"Miss, how could you do that to me?"

"Yes. I'm not going to give leeway. All students are equal in my eyes."

"I think I have to stay up late tonight."

"You do not have to stay up when you slowly do the project since a week ago."

We entered the same subway station to board the same train, because our destination station was only one station away on the same line, but I will arrive first.

"Excuse me, do you mind to let this woman sit down?"

Even before I realize, Chungdae already reprimanded one young boy who was busy playing with his cell phones to stand. The young man looked unhappy, but Chungdae just kept smiling until the person is standing.

"Chungdae, no. I can stand."

Chungdae already holding both of my shoulders and made me sit.

"Miss still have to teach tomorrow. Sit down."

I looked up and looked at his face as he kept smiling. Whatever you think, Chungdae, which makes you look sad and has so many thought, I hope that you'll forget it soon. I'm more used to see you like this. I like to see that smile. What did I say? I LOVE ... Ah, I must be crazy. I cleared my throat and pretended to take my cell phone. If he is not currently wearing a school uniform and I have not seen wearing formal clothes, maybe we're both going to look like a couple ... Oh my God, what was I thinking?

"Miss, go down now before everyone goes up."

I realized I had arrived. I fumbled with his feet and hurriedly waved at him.

"See you, miss!"

Instead of thinking about what happened to Chungdae, I guess I have to think about what happened to me. Perhaps this is because I'm single for a long time. I sighed with a weary breath. Maybe I need a boyfriend. But I was too busy, where could I find a boyfriend? I and Eunyul eonni are complaining about this matter because we are the same busy, so we both kept single.

"That's him! Get him! Get off!"

Before I could realize what was going on around me, someone pushed me until I fall. My knee and my right wrist ached all as I hold my weight with them, especially these days my backpack was heavy and can't be tolerated. There is a group of policemen running after someone who is running quickly, maybe he is a villain or whoever it is, and unfortunately I had no time to dodge.

"Miss, could you stand up?"

Chungdae just knelt down and held my shoulders.

"Why are you here?"

"I forgot I accidentally took your notebook and I plan to return it."

"You can return it tomorrow. It does not really matter."

"But thank God I'm here, right?"

He helped me get up slowly and I felt a burning in my knee and quite strange pain in my wrist. Maybe Chungdae saw me wince. It's a shame, it's just a little sore but I've seen so weak. Stupid Baek Choeun! Chungdae already squatting as he turned to me.

"That must be hurt, miss. Hop on my back, let me carry you."

He even moved his backpack to his chest. I looked around me and not only a few people who looked at us.

"Stop it, this is so embarrassing."

"Why is it so embarrassing for me to help you? It might be looking a little weird, but it will hurt my pride if you do not hop up now, miss. So please do it."

I closed my eyes and hug him around his neck. Alright, forget it already, whatever it is. I hope no one recognizes us around us. Chungdae put his arm behind my knees and feet.

"I must be heavy, right?"

"You're a little heavy, but I should be able to carry you. I'm a man. "

It's weird, but I enjoyed it. My heart won against my logic this time. I really liked this.

봄이 오면 새싹도 피어나

When spring comes, new leaves bud
푸른 나무 반가운 꽃들도 피어나고

Pretty flowers bloom on the green trees
어린아이들의 웃음소리 들려오네

As I hear the sound of children laughing

봄이 오면 가볍게 입고서

When spring comes, I wanna dress lightly
너와 내가 두 시에 만나서

Meet you at around 2
벚꽃거리 구경도 해보고 사진도 찍어주고 싶어

And look at the cherry blossoms and take pictures

매일 따뜻하게 이쁜 너의 손잡을 거야

Every day, I'm going to warmly hold your pretty hands
이 시간 속을 함께한다는 게 너무 좋아

Being together at this time makes me so happy
내 머릿속에 마음속에 기억할게

In my head, in my heart, I'll remember
지금 이 순간 너를

You, right now

매일 노래할게 나의 마음이 들릴 거야

I'll sing every day, you'll hear my heart
이 시간부터 너와 나의 봄을 시작해

From now on, our spring has started
내 머릿속에 마음속에 담아둘게

In my head, in my heart, I will place
지금 이 순간 너를

You, right now

(Yoo Seonho – Maybe Spring 봄이 오면)