What is this? (Kiribaku/todobaku/KiriUrakau )

I stayed

I woke up in a hospital bed kirishima was sitting on the couch
Crap he's gunna make me talk to the doctor about sho I hurry up and put on my clothes and sneak out of the hospital I can't tell on Shoto he loves me and I love him (tears roll down his face) I went home to Shoto

I hesitated at the door

I opened it

"Finally your home your in so much trouble you left blood everywhere I had to clean it up"
He came up to me I just looked at the ground
"Look at me whore -I looked at his face - no more school you stay home and cleaning and cook for me you don't ever leave got it"
  

"Yes sir"
"Good I'm leaving"
I just nodded
~time skip~
Sho left two hours ago and I've scrubbed the house spotless
Then I go to the bathroom and grab a blade and slice at my wrist the blood falls in the sink I cut till I feel numb then I scrub the bathroom clean again and patch myself up
I look at my phone and see all the missed calls from Kiri then I decided to call au and tell them I won't be able to attend school anymore
"Hello"
"Um hi I'm katsuki Bakuguo I um called it inform you that I will no longer be able to attend school anymore"
"O I'm sorry to hear that but may I ask why"
"Personal reasons I'm sorry"
"Ok well I'll inform the teachers"
I hung up then decided to look at my missed texts
Kiri: hey where are you
Kiri: bro call me back
Kiri: did he hurt you again
Kiri: you died last night you shouldn't be walking around
Kiri: Bro I'm worried
Kiri: please
Kiri: at lest tell me your alive
Kiri: I coming to your house
Crap I thought to myself I ran a hid in sho's closet
I hear a bang on the front door bakuguo open up I saw that you saw my texts
Bakuguo: I'm fine go away
Kiri: no you need to get away from him
Bakuguo; no he apologized he loves me and I love him
Kiri:fine talk to you at school
Bakuguo: I won't be there
Kiri: y
Bakuguo: I dropped out
Kiri: fuck it I'm coming in
I here a loud bang then someone walked towards the closet he opened it
"Come we're leaving"
He said
"I'm not allowed to"
"Fuck fine be that way" he left and came right back he tied my hands and feet then carried me to his car 
"Let me go"
"No"
"Why" I started to cry
"Because I won't let him hurt you"
"He told me about people like you he said that people will tell me that that they won't hurt me but then they will hurt me ten times as bad as he has, see see y y you just wanna hurt me"
" no I won't"
He said softly and untied my hands and feet as we drove down the highway
"You say that now but wait one day the house won't be clean enough or there's blood in the sink or I left the clothes in the dryer instead of putting them away you'll get mad and see the only way to get me to behave is to beat me till I'm blue"
"Is that what he did to you"
"Yes but he promise he would protect me"
"No one shouldn't beat anyone he doesn't love you he's just using you if you were with somebody like me you would never be hurt ever again"
"Lies"
I screamed and covered my ears
He's telling me lies sho is the only one who loves me
"Fuck bakuguo look at me" I looked him in the eyes
"I will never hurt you, and I will never let anyone else hurt as long as your are alive I will protect you"
"No no one wants to protect someone as useless as me I'm worth nothing I serve no good in this world"
"Fucking shut up" kirishima screamed and kissed me passionately I kissed back as a tear fell down my check
This kiss wasn't rough like it is with sho kirishima was extremely gentle he let me go the kiss lasted only a second he stopped as looking for the ok to keep kissing me sho never does that he just does what he wants to with me I leaned in and kissed him gently he held my face with his soft hands then he broke the kiss and I fell crying into his chest for the first time in a long time I truly felt safe but how long will it take for him to realize I'm not worth it i don't care though I'm going to enjoy this safety till it where's out because who would wanna be with someone like me
~time skip~
I wake up in a hotel room with kirishimas arms raped around my waist instead of moving away I slide close and hide in his chest he's so warm I love it  wait no I can't this is cheating on sho i move away and get up I go to the bathroom at start to run a shower then I grab the pocket knife out of me pocked and start to cut deeply into my arm I must have been caught in some sort of trance because when I finally looked up kirishima was starring at me in the door way he came up and took the blade out of my hand and put it in his pocket "I'm sorry -I started to cry- please please don't hurt me"
"I will never hurt you" he said rapping my arms with bandages while being extremely carful not to hurt me "I'm going to order food what would you like Kat" "umm I don't eat breakfast"
"Well now you do so what would you like to eat dear" "chocolate chip pancakes" I mumbled softly "great choice prince I'll go get it"
He left
And I got in the shower
~time skip~
Kirishimas pov
(Kiri is walking down to the food part of the hotel to get breakfast)why is bakuguo so sensitive what did todrookie do to him I can't believe that strong hero to be is now a person who flinches if someone looks in his direction
I can't believe he was cutting himself ether his body is already covered in scars he doesn't need more
He thinks so little of himself he thinks his purpose is to clean and get raped whatever todrookie feels like it
That poor boy
I'll protect him and show him he's safe now
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Todrookies pov (flashback to a couple moths ago)
I can here that bitch mumbling wile he's folding my clothes in the other room in hate it when he does that what is he even saying I walk over to the door an listens
"So tell me to leave I'll pack my bags get on the road find some who loves you better than I do baby I know, you remind me every day I'm not enough but I still stay" I open the door
"Shut up dick weed and your not allowed to listen to any music any more" i slap him
I love this boy but the only way to keep him from leaving is scaring him into staying I i don't know why but seeing him with pain in his eyes makes me want him more.