"It's ok tho, I'm over it after today. I'm done having the same conversation with you," I shook my head disappointedly. "Cause' at the end of the day I know that I was never enough, and that I never will be apparently."
"I never meant to make you feel that way." She trembled out. "I'm so sorry." She apologized with tears now streaming down her face.
"You wouldn't have to apologize if I wasn't always the second thought." I stood up and opened the door. "I'll get y'all a hotel somewhere, but I'm keeping Cj for now." I said getting a sad nod from her as she stood up and walked out of the office with me following behind her.
Moving through the house in dead silence, we finally reached the front door, both of us standing still waiting for the other to move.
"I love you Y/n." She said grabbing the door handle making me nod slowly. "Love you too mom." I responded as she opened the door fully and stepped out.
Slowly closing the door behind her I slid down it, resting my head against it as a tear fell from my eye for the first time in almost a year.
What could I have done differently? What could I have done to get the same love my sister received?
Yeah I wasn't the second 'normal 'daughter she wanted, but I made sure that I followed all of the stupid ass rules she had placed, even before dad was killed.
But now I'm over it. I'm done trying to win my own mother over, if she wanted to cater to the daughter that fucked over her own family she could. But she wouldn't be using my money to provide for Y/s/n anymore.
Standing up I wiped the stray tears off of my cheeks while making my way upstairs and into the bathroom to wash my face off.
"Both Stormi and Cj are sleeping," I felt Kylie place her hand on my shoulder as I looked at her through the mirror. "Do you want to talk?" She asked now wrapping her arms around my waist and resting her head on my back.
"Nah." I shook my head no.
"Babe... you can't just keep avoiding these conversations. It's ok to let it out and cry sometimes, you're human too at the end of the day." She finished as I continued to look at myself through the mirror, not responding to her.
"Well you should know by now that you can trust me, so whenever you want to talk about your dad, family, or anything I'll always be here." She kissed my back softly before leaving me alone in the bathroom.
Rinsing and drying my face again I left the bathroom seeing Kylie sitting in our bed typing on her laptop.
"I was 14 and about to turn 15 in like 2 days." I started while getting in the bed, laying on my back.
"I had just finished playing in one of my AAU basketball games and I went off, I dropped like 30. Which was the most I had ever scored." I said making Kylie move closer to me in the bed.
"So I called my dad to tell him about it. I was so fucking hype talking to him cause' we bonded over sports." I sniffled lightly feeling Kylie lay on my chest and nod for me to continue.
"We talked for a good 20 minutes just joking around and shit, but at one point he told me he had to go so he could get my sister so of course I was like cool, see you at home."
"As soon as I was about to hang up all I heard was foot steps, screaming, and gunshots. That moment alone fucked me up, just hearing my sister scream his name for help stuck with me for years and it hurt even more knowing all of that was avoidable." I shook my head as Kylie continued to rub her nails against my stomach.
"Is that why you don't go all out your birthday?" Kylie asked now propping herself up onto her are so she could see my face.
Simply nodding my head yes Kylie asked "Is this also the reason you don't like your sister?"
"Yeah," I shook my head once again. "I've tried to give her the benefit of the doubt many times, but she kept fucking me over. So I stopped trying with her completely." I shrugged feeling numb again like I felt years ago.
"I honestly don't know how you do it," Kylie said now moving to straddle my stomach. "You smile for the world like everything is perfect." She stared down at me with her light brown eyes searching me for a reaction.
"I don't have time for people to use my emotions against me," I rested my hands on the back her thighs. "So they only see two sides, the goofy and the high." I cheesed up at her as she rolled her eyes and squeezed my cheeks giving me fish lips.
"You're such a baby." She chuckled placing a soft kiss on my lips.
"Lemme put a baby in you." I bit my bottom lip and slapped her ass, squeezing it after so it would sting ass much.
"Mm." She breathed out against my lips as she slowly slid down to sit right on top of my dick. "Go check on Stormi and Cj." she bit my bottom lip before pushing off of me and opening her laptop again.
"Quickie when I come back?" I asked with hopeful eyes.
"Nope. Few more weeks though." She said making me groan.
"You tryna kill me." I said while heading out of our bedroom, hearing her laugh at my antics.
Moving across the hallway I entered the nursery immediately hearing slight snores from both Stormi and Cj.
Looking into the crib first I made sure Stormi was still sleeping and swaddled correctly before I moved over to the bed where my nephew was sleeping.
Pulling the covers over his sprawled out body Cj yawned out "Y/n."
"Mhm." I responded softly.
"Cuddle wif me?" He asked looking up at me melting my heart.
"Yea buddy." I slid my feet out of my sandals and laid on the bed next to Cj, feeling him shift to lay on my arm.
Not even caring that my arm would be asleep by the time I could move, I got comfortable and pulled out my phone texting Scooter to get a hotel room for my mom and sister.
What the hell am I going to do with them?
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A/n
I tried to make the family drama about something I haven't seen before on wattpad, sry if it didn't live up to the hype...
I updated my multi fandom imagines book tho if u don't fw this chapter 👀
Chapter Twenty Four
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